I can't deny what I felt I never will deny what I felt Because that was The best ******* love I ever had I just wish You had been ready I wish You could have accepted it all Because nobody Will love you The way I did And you threw that away You threw me away And as much as I would love To say I regret it all To say I hate you To say I wish it never happened To say I'd take it all back I can't Because I can't deny what I felt When we were in love When you loved me back
I knew i was making A mistake A huge one Going through all that For just a guy Is ****** Everyone told me that I just didn't wanna listen I was distracted I needed that But not anymore Time to wake up again And leave Before i break my own heart Again.
I can't say I want to go Actually i don't want to at all But it's wrong To stay To break my own heart Over something ****** Over a meaningless fling At least that what i am to you Right? You don't want anything You're using me For pleasure I was too But i like you now And you don't care about that So i got to leave To save myself Some dignity If there's any left
After days of fighting again, of going round and round and circles... I woke up to the most beautiful, burning, sunrise... the orange clashing with the pinks in the most beautiful and chaotic way. Inspired by the sky, I accepted he was never going to change his ways... the friendship was never going to change and always end and restart the same way like it has... with damaging words and unforgiving flames from the fires he was always lighting.