I miss you like the earth misses the sun, during the night while the world is hushed in its slumber. I miss you like I miss breathing because I've been holding my breath since our last goodbyes. I used to think time stood still in those moments when our bodies were entangled and our lips embraced eachother in a way that always seemed so familiar. But without you my love time has come to a complete stop. Seconds seem like hours and hours like days without you by my side. The broken pieces of my heart now resemble the sands of time slipping through an hourglass. And yet I still feel the pulsing beat in the voided emptiness left in my chest. I still love you and I always will. I wish I could take the pieces of my broken heart and fill a snow globe just for you so you will never forget the story of how I fell for you.
Sometimes I feel that it isn't right, How close we are but yet So far apart. There's not a day, a single solemn minute that goes by That you don't cross my mind. I've taken every piece of you & Hoarded it, for better or worse. To the point I can barely recognize which parts are me & which are you. These bright and colorful reminders. I've taken it all. In walking distance so far from where we began. I've taken it all, & held it tight without question. On the days I really wanted to see you, You were numb. for better or worse. To the point I can barely recognize which parts are me & which are you. You've stuffed me with long sharp pins, pressing them deep Without consideration to how it feels or how I'd feel. Not once have I said a word, In walking distance so far from where we began. On the days I really wanted to see you, which parts are me & which are you. There just isn't anymore room, Those were your words to me
Suddenly nothing else mattered You were there Your charm and humor Suddenly I was ok I used to watch as they walked all over me Now I realize I don’t deserve to be used I am worth sacrifice You give me your time You call me yours You aren’t ashamed To be seen with me To hold me Out in the open You stand up for me When they stare and laugh I feel safe next to you I don’t know how long this will last But I have issues and I have to ask That you don’t use them against me I don’t wanna jump all over you But please don’t use it against me I hope you see I’m just scared Hurt by way to many I trust you Don’t abuse that I love you Please don’t try to use that My wrists are healed I don’t want to reopen it You fixed me If you ever wanna leave Let me down easy I’m sorry if this scares you I don’t wanna hurt you I just want you to know what you’re getting into Because what happens When hands get put on me More than you know This is a warning
A boy I used to love... a boy I gave my all to... a boy who broke all of his promises to me.