I place my hand at her chest and
what I felt was just mesmerizing.
Her beats are acting all crazy,
Like I have ignited a fire.

Then I grab her hand and place it on my chest and she's just blown away to,
I can feel my beats getting faster and faster,
Like her touch is what controls them.

What is this?
Why this never ever happened before?
Why I feel so alive

Be clear on
what you say,
How you say,
Where you say,
When you say.
One mistake and its all lost.

Be kind,
Even when you are not supposed to,
It's a bravery shown and
is what most don't hold with in.

Be kind,
For the world who just wanna start another war and slaughter every last piece of kindness
you hold within.

Will you still be kind?
For if you will,
You'll be the one who'll save the world

She asked in a serious tone " won't you ever get bored of me, I talk a lot, I don't look that good either, I just love you for some strange reason that I don't even know of "

I said " bodies get bored - soul does not,
About your talking you don't know how much I adore our talks,
About love - I don't have to answer that question"

She asks me this questions daily and I always
Answer the same

People with broken hearts wander aimlessly,
they try hard to find some shelter and
cover from this world which sometimes burns very bright and it becomes very difficult for them to bear and survive .

Yes I'm being cautious,
Given the number of people I have lost  
why shouldn't I be !
I'm not a robot I too feel things.

Christmas has come ,
another year has passed and
another is yet to come ,
things have been lost and
things are yet to come but , who knows
what in life will be done .
5 days you have to pack your past ,
leave all the burdens and sorrows
and yet a different light cast .
Pray a little not to God but yourself
for you deserve not the better but the best ,
Believe and have a little faith in life
and eventually everything will fall in line.

We all have that immature crushes,
One that's based on looks,
Popularity and social status.
But you know what these things don't last long,
So do the crush

Is it okay to cry,
Because I need to,
" crying makes you weak "
I never wanted to be weak.
So he just slapped himself and evaporated every last drop of water
and salt that came near his eyes

Don't expect love when
you are all hating .

Don't touch me - it hurts.
When you touch,
I feel like my veins are gonna explode,
A pain strikes me body down

My eyes shredded blood,
When I saw you leaving,
My heart pumped pain,  
When I saw troubled you.

My body feels paralysed,
Waiting for your touch to make it live,
My lips are all dried up,
Only your kiss was keeping them alive.

My anything was only because
You existed,
Now that you are not here,
I'm a living dead *******.

I close the door,
Tune in to Death metal,
I sit high,
Volume Max,
Bass Max,
I just sit and close my eyes,
At First my body used to shiver
now even this is comfortable

How are you ?
" I suggest not to ask that question "
" Why "
Do you want me to lie

Now I know that I'm her back up plan,
When her heart breaks,
She comes back.

Every time i fix her heart by giving pieces of my heart and in the end she gets fixed and I get broken.

But you know what,
It's totally cool,
Because I always wanna see her happy,
Maybe that's the reason why I never tell,
" how much I love her. "

Would you talk with me for a while
For now I feel to fragile,
All this untamed feelings exile
And you and I are still away a million miles,
O beloved hurry - I don't have much while
and if you get too late - don't you forget to smile.

Everyday inside me,
There's this constant fight going,
Should I hold onto these people ?
Should I leave ?

I try to answer most of them but often I fail,
Then just to comfort myself I ask,
Why not? Why leave them?

Aren't they a part of your family now,
Aren't they the answer to your prayers,
My heart still unsatisfied and
my brain all senseless

For all the burdened soul.

It breaks my heart to see you like this,
You never deserved this,
Sometimes I curse life.

I'm sorry for whatever bad happened to you,
I'll pray for your safety,
You just be happy

As much as I want to talk to you I won't,
I know you are scared to repeat that same old history again and its okay I'll wait.

I need a friend,
So do you,
But will you let me in.

I hope you do,
Or else I'll just wait outside your doors hoping there will come a day when you and I will sit together and talk what we always wanted to.

I see parents connected so close to their child,
I see it as how beautiful is that,
To have someone like that,
A bond that's so scared and cherished.

Yesterday I saw a 5 year old child playing with his father and I can't tell you how mesmerized I was - it seems so magical.

I wonder what would I feel if that be me,
Things would have been different for sure,
It's all about what I'm missing out in life

I want to be completely responsible for someone , just like a mother to a baby ,
I will love that person very deeply and
I'd care , more than myself .

Near the sea , we will walk one day ,
hand in hand ,
soul over soul.
I would gently slip my fingers in yours and I would try hard to not look at that cute smile , I know you would grip me tighter .
I'll steal a few glances of yours just to calm my mind which is so addicted to just look at you . I swear even the lightening would be perfect that day like it's helping you to free your beauty and I don't know how much overwhelmed I'll be for even the thought of yours makes my
wolf crave for your closeness .
I would like to kiss you there and then ,
just to know it's not a dream ,
an another morning dream
where you come daily
but never kiss .

My track record with losing people is just outstanding,
First I them in then I push them away,
Then I try to get them back,
Which never works because it's always,
Late

Just leave me alone,
I'll survive,
It doesn't matter actually how I live,
All that matters is where I'll reach

Lips so red,
So tender and so delicate.

A whole galaxy lies within them,
Galaxy of love.

I always imagine what will they feel like when pressed against my dry hard lips,
Would feel the love i have for you,
Or would you feel what I'm trying to hide from you.

I would like to kiss you someday,
All day long,
All night long,
To just know that you were even real.

It's all locked up inside,
Bars and barricades all around,
Things don't go out,
Things don't go in.

We all are trying to **** loneliness,
You came to life to **** your parents loneliness,
You will marry someone to **** your loneliness and the person marrying you the same,
We make friend's - enemies just to not feel lonely because we all know loneliness is scary,
We think it's a torture but
It's a bliss most of us don't understand

We all lose ourselves,
Somewhere at a certain point in life,
Life at that point seems very different,
It's complicated and difficult,
But what you must know is,
A storm passes and so does will these days,
So don't stop moving and believe that you deserve better,
If you do with all your heart,
Know that the storm has already started to fade

There are things about you
I want to understand,
but just cannot,
and there are things about you
that I understand
without understanding.

You are to me
what a rain is to a dry land,
what a fragrance is to a flower,
what a moon is to a dark sky,
do they ever get bored
of your repeating appearances,
no,
in fact that one night
when the moon decides to sleep,
the sky feels so lonely, as if
it has lost its core.

And I am like that sky
I always want you,
no matter what shades or shapes you grow into,
because never once I tried too understand you,
but rather I always tried to feel you, a moment more.

I was standing somewhere alone,
watching things come and go,
listening to the noises and voices around me,
that moment was constant,
as nothing felt different,
no person or thing made me hold my breath a moment longer,

but then you came,
like a wind,
which turned into storm,
and somehow
you cancelled all the loud noises,
you blurred all the excessive frames,
it was as if you hacked my mind and
made me focus my everything on you.

I don’t know what happened in that moment
but it was different,
and for me
love is something different
something that mesmerizes you,
amazes you, and something that you hold onto.

Love is glamorous ,
Love is alluring,
Love is beautiful,
Love is attractive,
Love is elegant,
Love is stylish,
Love is charming,
Love is charismatic,
Love is fascinating,
Love is intriguing,
Love is enchanting,
Love is irresistible,
Love is seductive,
Love is lovely.

The more I talk with you,
The more I fall for you.

How cute and beautiful you are,
Only I know,
How lucky I'm to have a girl like you,
One who always listen.

I cry sometimes,
When I realize I don't deserve anything of you,
You are just way out of my league.

But still I have you,
And no matter what,
Oceans dry,
Earth shatters or the sky bursts,
I'm not letting you go

Dear MOM,
I'm one hell of a lucky guy to have someone like you. You are absolutely amazing in every aspect of your life.
You always gave me some extra pocket money and I still can't figure out - how you could figure out my needs even before asking.
Quite some superpowers you have.
I saw some pictures yesterday of you holding me as a baby and believe me I felt so safe with you,
I felt I'm been watched over all the time and nothing wrong can happen to me.
Thank you for everything.
From a really lucky son