My life was all smoke and mirrors trying to disguise the pieces that were broke. Smoke filled lungs made my head feel clearer, but parts of me were still disapearing. As I forgot about my motivations, and was stressed to make end meet. Waking up with mental lacerations. I had a lot of plates, but no food to eat. There was a lot in my life that seemed to go wrong, but I kept moving forward to the next day. Delivering pizza my car breaks down. What can I do to get paid? Dropped out of college to make more money. Now how does that even make cents? One day you were just at my apartment. This was the first time we met. Slowly you showed me who I could become. It's something I can never forget. One day exactly I remember fully falling in love, and two years later that feeling still exists. Growing more with the days, hours and minutes. You have changed my life more than I can perceive.
This is for my amazing wife Madeline. You have been the biggest motivation in my life. Without you supporting me I couldnt of got us where we are today. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. Forever wont be long enough.
they say love is blind some speak of it’s weakness lack of existence turmoiling persistence
oh how they’re wrong
i’ve seen what it does, felt it's affliction falling in love, you can’t choose your conviction
love isn't just blind it's deaf and so mute
your words, how they echo the feel of unrest i will always remember you, as nothing but best your memory won't taint your image, clean, so pure the meticulous thoughts, and prominent words things you said, and phrases unspoken your hesitation and pride the look in your eyes the expressive emotion all led to my demise
i tried moving on clearly, it failed i'll never feel free save yourself, leave me be.