Madeon 7d

It's good to not  know something
But in the end, however, understand.
You have to be able to lose everything
To find the right one.

starchild Jan 10

aisle upon aisle
looking just for a few groceries
then it hits me
graham crackers
your favorite.
i grab a box,
leave all of my other items
in my cart,
and check out.
i drove to the lake
and fed every last cracker
to those annoying birds
you always hated.

starchild Jan 10

these dreams
seem so real
they are so vivid
i will pinch myself
and feel the pain
so how have i figured out
that this is not real life?
well,
in the corner of
my eye
i saw you.
and the illusion broke.
the story was confirmed
as fiction.
because i know
that only in my dreams
you would come back.
(reality is the deepest nightmare)

getting out of bed was particularly difficult today.

Tic Toc Tic Toc
The clock is always winding up
Waiting for me to make a mistake
Even when I have nothing at stake
For I have gambled  
everything in Love
So when I lose
I only lose myself
In this world
Thats on the mercy
Of a clock.

I dont know

Wipe the floors
and dust the halls
cleaning each, and all
change the towels
as crying howls
answering, grief's call

Burn the photos
and all the pics
the ones, that make you sick
erase the tapes
make your escape
try to do it, quick

Rip out your heart
tear out your dreams
cut out the memories
forget the past
yourself first, not last
loosing all, of me

Tired of losing my dearest
I don’t wanna lose you
Trying to hold on
But I need you

I don’t wanna believe that all I get is heartbreak
Illusion of love that I create
It’s such an unnatural thing I do
But I’ll hold on

I need you
More than I ever want you
I want you
More than I ever love you

I know that you’ve been pushing away
I’ve always try to pull back
I wish I could say all the words
I should stop cause we’re miles away

From understanding each other.

05/01/2018 | 15.54 | Indonesia | K.A
Polka Jan 4

YOU
CANNOT
ESCAPE
WHAT YOU
MUST FACE.

but, shhh,
ill tell you a secret
you could run away forever,
                                                   and ever,
and never look back

YOU
ARE
SUFFOCATING
                               SUFFOCATING
SUFFOCATING
IN THE THINGS
YOU CANNOT CHANGE.

don't cry, sour child,
you can go away
there is an escape
e s c a p e is what we do, you see,
if you want to do just that,
come with m-

THERE IS NO ESCAPE.
UNLESS YOU WANT TO BE SEEN AS
COWARDLY
SELFISH
AND PITIED UPON.

sooooooo... shh...
what will even c h a n g e?
what a strange word, it either never seems to happen,
or it happens too much.
but there is an e s c a p e, you see,
come with me-

FACE ME.
come with me-
FACE ME.
come with me~
FACE ME.
you can't win~
YOU CAN'T WIN.
you can't win~
YOU CAN'T WIN.

Oh, yes, yes, I can.
...Right?

well... can they?
Emmy Dec 2017

I wonder if you’ve found peace in her eyes
I never found peace in the goodbye
They say that’s okay
That I’ll move on one day

I wonder if these moments will ever not feel like my hearts been torched and sent up in flames
You hold your new girl
I wonder if I cross your mind
If sometimes you can’t sleep because
You and I
No longer sing the same lullaby
I wonder if you’ve found peace in the goodbye
Maybe you’ve found peace in her eyes
While I sit here some days and still cry

Onomatopiyya Dec 2017

This is not the first
Not even the second
Honestly I lose count
So can I count on you

It's like we used to
Had a conversation
Calm and sexy one
Yeah I'm into you

The grass turns greener
Everytime we're together
The cloud looks prettier
When your head's on my shoulder

I miss this
I miss us
I miss everything
Includes the taste of your lips

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