My dear, I wish I could speak my mind. I would write in an eloquent letter and end the words with hearts Saying that the distance between us will not tear us apart But how do I tell you that and make those promises? When I'm suffocating with such deep misunderstanding..
I pick up the letter and smudge the ink Tear apart the sentences and cross out the hearts I love you, I love you, but I'm sure you love me not at all. How do I feel, what do I do? I'm tired when I endlessly think of you. And the paper cuts mock me. I give up before it drives me to insanity. And I will sleep, perhaps for all of eternity.
When the breeze hits your house, It cuts like ice, Blowing your door Opening it wide, Sometimes, so torturously, Slowly shows inside, Trying so hard to keep the furniture, your pride, Running around opening all doors, trying to find someway to show that you lied, But it hits the windows, After all of your fight, And wraps it up, Like the feelings behind our eyes.
I wanted to say a few words I couldn't have said otherwise My eyesight is sore and blurred My voice, it constantly lies You think I despise you so much But that's nowhere close to my feels I imagine your heavy, strong touch My heart's clenched and my head reels You sit, and I watch from afar You walk, and I'm trailing behind For me you're a guiding star Still the rocketship's nowhere to find There's many lewd jokes on my mind But now they're all totally gone My head is so empty and blind Whenever you're being around I sit here cross-legged and wait I'm waiting for you to start talking You've always so much to say I have to stand up and get walking Walking away, it's all pointless My mind is a ludicrous mess My body's all sluggish and jointless From my thoughts, I have nowhere to rest I want you to notice and praise me I want you to cry and to smile I want all your good days and bad days I've wanted you now for a while They always considered me ****** But that's how it is, I don't mind As long as you'll listen, I'll tell you: There'll be always a room by my side.
I thought I’d write some poetry about a feeling that is not brand new to me but every time I feel it, I don’t know how to make it stop a pain inside, empathy for someone who has lost a person very very close to them direct family, mother, father, son, daughter, sister or brother the most important part of your life whether you know it or not people you lived under the same roof with share personal inside jokes and countless memories with people who made you into who you are today losing someone like that is unimaginable to me because my family is still intact at age 25 but my sweet Phil has lost his dad and tonight after several drinks and bar food and friends surrounding him with love, I cried like a busted pipe on his sleeve I cried for him and his loss and his Mother and his sister It makes me smile when he talks about the good memories with his dad because he didn’t have a ****** dad like I did he had an amazing one the one who should live forever it’s times like these that I believe all humans are connected for me to feel the pain he is feeling so vivid and real that it made my eyes swell from tears and made my heart rip in half, I know our souls are United somehow when we open ourselves up to being able to get inside another person without actually touching them