You caught me by surprise…
As I wasn’t aware that I was
Searching or that
I had been missing you …
But… there you were
Standing in front of me
As you flashed me with one of your smiles

Yes that one, the one that could illuminate
The whole night sky

I felt I was being kissed ever so gently
By the energy in which you move…
I could not deny the pull
Of this connection
That was being gifted to me…

You captivated my heart
In a way I can’t quite explain
But when my thoughts
Turn to you
I know I can’t deny
This feeling that you have awakened
Within me…

You are secret that I keep
Safely wrapped inside my heart
That I get to unwrap lovingly
Through my dreams …and where
The memory of you, I keep alive…

~Nathalie

I have stood in front of what seems to be forever, and have stood in back of what is suppose too be eternity. Creating self-opposition through my composition that is elevated past the heights of gravity, sanity and Longevity that we strive for, Incomplete missions towards self-worth left me feeling worthless and hopeless, Now I Hope less and progress with the power that I possess overthinking can make us feel so less until we soul less. As I walk towards the body of tears that was created by the misfortunes and unfortunate beings that stood in similar lines attempting to follow the course I say Fuck you and your horse.

Torn in pieces
Scattered on the floor
He thought my heart was a paper,
That he could easily tore

What actually got ripped
Was not even my heart
Tapped few emotions
Few things, did fall apart

Seeing another fluttering heart
Flying next to him one day
I chose to confront once
And that, made us go on our way

He thought, I'd be jealous and blazing
Little pain it was, but not too late
I often smiled if his gaze ever fell on me
That, I did not hate

He confronted me, one day
And wanted to be back forever
I smiled again, turned and replied
.........never ever!


©sim

pain
changes us
and pain
must exist
or you'll feel
like you've never
lived

all my demons
rest in my head
dragging my sorrows
through-out the pain

amongst lonely eyes
fear takes it form
white lies
and
4:44

stepford wife, smile bright
cook, clean, fix, listen, shine
a trophy, prize, conquest
overused, underloved, broken, dies
unassembled puzzle, incomplete
pieces an unclear fit, break
silent muzzled, scattered, quit
exhausted, out is in a box
for puzzles, games, like little talk
brought to shelved bars, stay
viewed only, never touched
succumb, suffocate, decay