And when he was there
She was long gone,
He waited and waited
Watching all the seasons repeat themselves,
But she never came and
He never moved
Hoping that what he wanted would come true,
His one sided love would for just once,
Come to life

She cuts herself,
Hand legs and places no one can ever think of.

When she trusts me enough and shows me her scar,
I just curse life,
For a girl like her,
A million scars embedded in her like a punishment she got for living.

Why?
Why did you do that?
It hurts me so bad,
I just hold her close and stay sorry,
" sorry that I took so long to find you, punish me"
Tears start slipping down my eyes and she hugs her pain away.

Listen.
Can you hear my screams while I say nothing

She is not just a pretty face,
she has problems - troubles which no one cares to listen,
for at the end of the day everyone wants to get in her pants ,
and use her shell without knowing what's really inside her ,
she told me once how lonely she feels sometimes even
when there are a thousand people saying she's beautiful .
Everyone thinks that a pretty body is a blessing but is it ?
at least people with scared faces gets genuine people
whom they can count on ,
whom they can feel less lonely with !
Learn to see her for what she really is ,
Her ******* and curves can be deceiving ,
for she is really hard to not look at ,
but her heart is a place looking for someone
to claim it as it's home .

If I don't hold onto to you or
start to push you away,
Just slap me on the face
I'll be alright after that

I stay besides you,
Watching you sleep for when you get up I'll be there to make you sleep again.

I hold your hand watch you sleep,
You feel safe and I feel peace.

Don't worry darling it'll be alright,
Nothing will touch you until i die

I am strong,
Strong enough to take the beatings of the world,
To be burnt to death.

But you know where I'm not,
To see you get hurt,
Not even a scratch.

Stay behind me,
Let me get hurt for you,
That's how much I care for you

why did you came when all you wanted was to leave ,
I know I wasn't perfect,
I know I wasn't normal.

I loved you,
I gave you my heart ,
All you did was leave me alone in this materialistic world .

I changed ,
I cared ,
All I wanted was to see that free smile of yours that i was unable to copy

I fall in love with people too much and
it's so genuine of a feeling ,
I wonder how much love this heart needs
and how much is it willing to give ,
Often I try to conserve both
me and my heart ,
But this heart of mine convinces me to love again
it says that keep loving even if no one loves you
because we both know
**" How being unloved feels like "

Stop pretending that you don't have a heart,
If that was the case,
You would have died long ago.

It's just you either very scared,
Or truly broken.

I don't ask you to trust me,
Just try me?
Talk to me and if you find me worthy enough,
Let me see your heart,
For I'll make sure that it stays safe,
Ever and after

We all hide things,
For our own sake,
Sometimes for our own safety.

It's not disclosing the thing that hurts the most,
It's who and how it's disclosed.

I want you to know,
& I mean every word of what I say
" I'll die protecting your secret "
You opening up to me is more precious to me than any other thing existing