You left in the morning in a daze I stayed waiting for you in a haze Made promises you said you’d be back It’s been 2 years no looking back.
Showed up in a dream you said you were close Finishing up school and work and chores I don’t even know you anymore But you keep your promise and me on my toes.
I loved you when I didn’t understand you wholly I wanted you when you were broken completely But you made a choice to go back and leave Left me crying and calling out in a heave.
Now you said you’d be there when I’d come too It’s been a minute I don’t know what to look for in you Been a great friend, a great ally Seen you walking looking back at my side Maybe you never forgot who I was But you’re starting to look like I don’t even know who you was.
Bring back the higher note, the old soul Bring back the promise that you made in your past Four folds ago Four years ago It’s been just minute longer than before Maybe I’d remember when you return Why you left to earn And didn’t come back in turn.
My broken heart is in pieces Got a missing piece too It’s beyond repair, It turned black Had so much love which felt green Now the glass is shattering Everything turning blue and black
Reminiscing the good times that felt fatal Remembering the memories of him Oh so unstable Had a niggling feeling Couldn’t catch the onset becoming Possessed with demon blood I hate that I’m ugly beyond repair My heart sings the songs of the fallen I hate that it’s breaking up Whatever was befallen
I can’t run or hide away from this feeling, It’s the last of humanity dealing I can’t finish the crossed line I’m becoming the demon that which I am dealing. Rescue me no man coming I’m unbecoming the version that cried to god But no one came nor they stayed It was a one man job.
Help me there is no resolution I have been and un-been Feeling gratuitous from the moment the flesh erased to the glass skin. I will go down and under Lost in the sea of monster If this is the end, let me be An uncaring **** stirrer.
Whether you hide or stand out, Whether you whisper or scream and shout, If you want to, you can be found. And if there days you feel you have no one But your fears and your doubts, Like you've looked everywhere but can't find a way out, if you want to, you can be found. You will be found.
I’m lost But my foundation Is built with a sound system I’m lost But my shed is your salvation The equipment to my home Stores fixations of healing horns I shed some light I’m just trying to brighten your day up I shred some light I’m just trying to share the day with you I should show love right But my soul don’t feel too right Break me down Just to know How to break me down Underground light is still found I’m lost But my shed still sounds