In my arms you smiled We laughed and cried In my arms you shared We understood we cared In my arms I had your touch Made me want you so much In my arms we grew We saw everything through In my arms you were my strength I felt special and content In my arms you were loved In my arms you faded... 🙁 In my heart you are alive Memories with you will always survive
For the girl who had so many dreams, Who hoped for a brightest star, Who waited to put on a spotlight, Who fall and tried to get up by their feet, Who lost and find herself, Are you still aiming for the top? Or you just prayed that you wont step at the bear traps? Or maybe to run fastest that you could? You born to believe that you need to sit on the throne, For them to acknowledge your worth, But aren't you tired? Seeking validation, Hoping to know you were not invisible... And these days, You ignore all the contest you've been before, The only thing you knew its the apocalypse, You had to fight, For you to survive, And not trying and trying, Anymore...
you preach heaven but surely not because you did this you left when you promised you wouldn't you always leave when you promise you won't what am i to believe then once again i get burned i stand but fall holding onto the wall it's ok i can survive the heat if i stop i die help me grab my arms and pull me up into the air where it's gone what scared me before i long for now i need to focus too scared to leave the small white room it's safer than out there i can't get caught or i die i burn once again goodbye
let your depression soak up all your emotions that are left in that so called heart between your ribs
let your blade be the relief of your pain that is going to be the only feeling you’ll be left to feel after the ****** scars finally covered every part of your hips
let your negative thoughts control your life until the so called heart eventually shatters into its toxic broken pieces which reflect the emptiness in your eyes the stony hole in your chest now lost its ability to fix your soul
let yourself fully dive into the process of slowly dying inside
congratulations, you just lost the ability to feel and unlocked „survive“
ps: there’s no chance that you’ll ever again receive your ability to feel
You ****** ***** Don't sit He's crying He is dying Why did you Come his way Told him You would stay Why did you Promise him heaven If you were to stay For days seven You say Your love is modern Laden with Honey dews of heaven Have some grace On your face Come and save His life Be his wife for life Otherwise I shall call Plato From heaven For stopping Honey dew supply So that Platonic love survives
Every night of every sedative Not being addictive but only for reactive Every of them are the fear and sensitive Naive? Nope, I am not In a confusion, restless morning The hardest to get up I called them- what should I call them? Crowded in head Silent in dead How's to feel ahead
I have been medicating, and still for my acute depression and they gave me schizophrenia medicine. I'm just.. I just want to survive during these phase.
I ran off on the plug He knew what he signed up for. Never trust a man that has nothing to lose with you as an opportunity to gain more traction more steam. I want to live like a king whether it be by getting a corporate job with a high salary or running with ratchets attached with a red beam. Consequences will come as they always do with any situation but we’re not here to go over any stipulations as to what’s right and wrong I’m looking for one major lick I been plotting on running up on papi get in and out with everything he has then leaving town I’m gone. Where I’m from people barely live to see 25 I’m pushing 30 with nothing going after this lick I’ll be 15 again and can’t feel more alive. All I have to do is make it.