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35.1k · Aug 2018
F*ck me over
Nikita Aug 2018
Lick my lips
Cradle my face
Gaze into my eyes
And tell me I'm safe
23.6k · Jun 2015
happiness
Nikita Jun 2015
Its weird how you can have so much
and not be happy
whereas a child with a stick
and sand
is the happiest kid in the world x
13.0k · May 2015
Chance
Nikita May 2015
What are the chances that you are reading my poem right now

What are the chances that reading this could affect your life somehow

I mean I could've changed your life and nor you or anyone else would realize it
12.5k · May 2015
•Identity•
Nikita May 2015
Everyone changes attitudes around different people.
Just make sure that,  they are only changing your attitude and not your •personality•
12.2k · May 2015
Photography
Nikita May 2015
A photo may say a thousand words but they lack as much meaning.
11.9k · Jun 2015
Care
Nikita Jun 2015
Its great that you're taking care of yourself
But sometimes I wish you'd just realise that unlike you, I'm not doing so well
11.4k · May 2015
|A Ballerina's Cry|
Nikita May 2015
"It takes guts to be kind and gentle."

~Theres a difference between being kind and acting as a doormat.

Being a doormat literally welcomes people to walk over you.~
10.8k · May 2015
Where waves meet sand ✳
Nikita May 2015
The waves moving in and out like a goddess stroking the sand
The clouds rolling across the sky with ease
The bright sun warming us up for the cold water
The beach is my favorite place
Especially when the red and purple is painted across the sky like a visual lullaby
When the air turns crisp
When sky fades into darkness
And you can see the refection of stars shining off the gentle water ⭐
❇❇❇❇
Where I'd rather be
9.6k · May 2015
Grateful
Nikita May 2015
Blankets
Movies
Hot chocolates

My day was so chill until I got home and turned on the news
Death, death, politics, sports, death.

It made me realise how lucky I really am
To live in a safe home, with friends, familys, food and no war

For that I'm grateful.
Always appreciate what you have ♥
9.3k · May 2015
Mask
Nikita May 2015
On the verge of crying
On the verge of dying
But its okay
I'll just smile it off anyway

A smile is my natural mask
6.8k · Jun 2015
Easy weight loss
Nikita Jun 2015
Laughing burns calories
So instead of going for a run
Let's just watch a comedy instead
(/^▽^)/
6.0k · Jul 2018
This isn't me
Nikita Jul 2018
My name is Nikita
I am 19

I was 6
when he ***** me
my sister was 3

I was 7
when I realized I'm human

I was 10
when he killed my dog in front of me

I was 12
when he played strip poker with me

I was 13
when he attempted suicide

3pm, in the next room

I was 14
when I leaned out the ledge of a bridge

Fast forward to 19

I'm alive
I'm safe
I'm strong
The list goes on. A list of healing scars. I'm proud of me and you should be proud of you too.
5.9k · Jun 2015
Identity
Nikita Jun 2015
Who I am is everything to me
5.3k · Jun 2015
Royalty
Nikita Jun 2015
Money
Diamonds
Mansions
Ferraris
IPhones

None of this would matter if
I had no one to spend the money on
No one to give me the diamonds
No one to share the mansions with
No one to drive around with me
No one to call or text

What's the point of being a queen if you don't have a king
5.0k · Jun 2015
Daydream
Nikita Jun 2015
I cant seem to focus lately
My minds always somewhere else
Caught in a daydream

Because i guess ignorance is more appealing to me than dealing with the day to day struggles
4.6k · May 2015
Danger
Nikita May 2015
Thinking your friend is in danger is like getting a phone call saying "I'm beneath your bed"
Freaky af
4.3k · Aug 2018
we're human
Nikita Aug 2018
It's not the full moon
its the people
who
turn us into
monsters
4.1k · Jun 2015
Toxic Waterfall
Nikita Jun 2015
When will you realise that
She doesnt cry tears
Only acid drops
To rid herself of your poison.
4.0k · Jun 2015
Search For Identity
Nikita Jun 2015
Stop trying to find yourself
And start creating yourself
3.4k · May 2015
December
Nikita May 2015
| I wish I could go back |
|Go back and relive some of the best|  
| days of my life |
3.3k · Jul 2015
Strong
Nikita Jul 2015
"I've lost track of the amount of times I've given up
But im still here
So don't ever call me weak"
3.3k · May 2015
struggles
Nikita May 2015
When the fridge is so far away but you crave the munchies.

Im over long distance relationships
3.3k · May 2015
Dawn
Nikita May 2015
The sounds of the birds songs
The mix of fiery colours to make a beautiful sunrise

A new day
A new beginning
3.3k · May 2015
❇Flaws❇
Nikita May 2015
Indesicive
Insecure
Obilvious
Naive
Aggressive
And stressed

We all have many flaws including me
We just have to find someone who will accept them,
Love them
and love   you
♥❇♥❇
Still searching
3.2k · May 2015
Minds
Nikita May 2015
You've never seen a mind but you know it exists.
I guess that's the same with faith.
3.0k · May 2015
Nocturnal
Nikita May 2015
Night is so much better.
Fresher air ≈
Brighter stars ♦
Tighter hugs ♪

Its the only time I feel truely awake.
2.9k · Jun 2015
Glass
Nikita Jun 2015
❇             Trust is like glass.          ❇
❇Once shattered it can never be❇
❇               fully repaired.              ❇
❇        Unless you replace it         ❇
2.9k · May 2015
I swear
Nikita May 2015
In another life I swear I would've been a chronic drug addict
I don't do drugs but if it weren't for my supportive best friend and my fear of needle, pills and hallucinations I'd be so hooked
2.8k · May 2015
My brain
2.8k · Dec 2015
Sad irony
Nikita Dec 2015
"What almost killed me never made me stronger at all"
2.7k · Jun 2015
Want
Nikita Jun 2015
I just want someone to laugh with, to hug me and hold me close so i dont drift away.
Yet i am picky
Yet i push people away
Yet i avoid relationships entirely

I guess im just a *******
2.7k · May 2015
Pfft,
Nikita May 2015
Who needs a relationship when you can have
*SUSHI
2.6k · Jun 2015
Its simple
Nikita Jun 2015
They say we can be whatever we want
As long as your rich, above the law, highly intelligent and have no responsiblitys
2.5k · Jun 2015
Too Young Yet Too Old
Nikita Jun 2015
Children
grow
up
way
too
fast
these
days
but
so­mehow
still
lack
maturity
2.5k · Jun 2015
Think before you speak
Nikita Jun 2015
You claim to be friendly and caring
But theres a difference
Between disliking someone
And being a bully.
2.3k · May 2015
Don't worry child
Nikita May 2015
"Don't worry child, sunshine will come after the rain"

But just remember that the rain  
Is what gives us life.
Today should be cloudy with a chance of rain but tomorrow it will clear up beautifully, just you wait :)
2.3k · Aug 2015
Unattractive
Nikita Aug 2015
Sick of feeling ugly
Sick of feeling below everyone else
I just want to look desirable
I want to wear no makeup and be able to smile
I want to look in the mirror without expecting it to crack

I want to be loved
For who I am
The way I look

But if the sayings true
That I have to love myself before you do
Then I guess Ill always be an alone mess
2.3k · May 2015
Ashamed
Nikita May 2015
Insecurity is looking into the mirror
And seeing a different person than everyone else sees.
2.2k · Jun 2015
Celestial rest
Nikita Jun 2015
Serenity
Peace
Forgiveness

All of which resolve conflict
Conflict that thou shalt not be involved
Conflict that thou art afraid

War
Death
Trauma

All of which are the effects of conflict
The consequences that thou art withstand even if conflict shalt not be ones desire

The ones who avoid conflict dream of a celestial rest even though they are being dragged into hell.
2.1k · May 2015
Me
Nikita May 2015
Me
*******, cunty ******= I love you.




Im such a sweet person ♥
2.1k · Jun 2015
| Wrap |
Nikita Jun 2015
If you could wrap me up in your arms every night

Then maybe
Just maybe
Everything would be alright.
1.9k · Jun 2015
Alone
Nikita Jun 2015
Its weird to go from having so many friends
To sitting alone at lunch
Wondering why I even bother
1.9k · Aug 2015
Addiction
Nikita Aug 2015
Sometimes things get tough
People get mean
Things go without meaning
And people get hurt
But I have an addiction
An addiction to oxygen and life
I have an addiction to seeing smiles
And hearing certain voices
I have an addiction to the simple things in life
Yes, its hard
But the day I break my habit
Is the day I die
And my friend,
This addiction is not something that can be broken from rehab
This addiction
Is literally for life
1.9k · Nov 2015
~medicine~
Nikita Nov 2015
Feeling forgotten
Feeling replaced
Im in a daze and feeling out of place

Need some people who want me around
I guess I just feel
Completely ignored

But I guess its just a taste of my own medicine
1.7k · May 2015
Society
Nikita May 2015
Hair
Eyes
Body
Skin
Face
Piercings
Tattoos
Dyes
Clothing
Make-up
­Acts
Lies
Governerment
Despise
Friends
Fakes
Rated
Hated
Loved
Appreciated
Torn
Complete
Happy
Obsolete
Boyfriends
Girlfriends
­Husbands
Wives
Career
Jobs
House
Money
Finace
Struggles
Children
Reputation
Drugs
Pain
Abuse
Rest­raint



All of these words which complete the society in which we must *compete
1.7k · Jun 2015
Depends
Nikita Jun 2015
You either die a hero
Or live long enough to see yourself become the villian

Just depends on whether
You are willing to
**** yourself to save others
Or whether you need to **** others to save yourself
1.7k · May 2015
Familiar
Nikita May 2015
The revs of car engines
The footsteps of pedestrians
The laughter of children
The bark of guard dogs
The chirps of small birds

Even from in my bedroom I can hear the world I am familiar to
The world I call **home
1.7k · Jun 2015
I want to get to know you
Nikita Jun 2015
Tell me
What do you love to do?
What makes you happy?
Whats your favourite food?
Do you like to draw or paint?

Because life isnt just about work, relationships and media
Life is about creating yourself
And creating a life to remember
To look back on and *smile
1.6k · May 2015
~Entwined~
Nikita May 2015
Broken  bodies
Twisted  necks
Eyes  wide  open
Car  in  a  wreck*

Metal curved and embedded into the tree as though mother nature herself had engulfed the vehicle whole

Shards of glass pierced through skin
The hum of birds start to sing

Help is too far
There was never enough time

Breathless
Lifeless
They lay stone cold and stiff
Fingers entwined with one another

They may have died
But I doubt their love did.
Be careful and drive safe ♥
1.6k · May 2015
Ashen Complexion
Nikita May 2015
when
the
red
from
her
cheeks
vanish
­when
her
eyes
turn
dull
only
to
clos­e
and
rest
the
torn
soul
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