Is it me, is it you, is it us, or is it my head I can't recall well how it had begun but has it been always like this Always losing at both ends Replaced so easily, you don't look at me Least bothered, left at my own device My own bone to pick, you have no time to give Restless, relentless, you would drown me in deep waters I keep waiting for you to save me The pool of tears is crystal clear Displaced, delude, I have been reduced My value to me rose to all time low Where in the world you would find me I am in the jungle of my own vice Don't seek the worst in me I would fall on my knees yet again But my destiny has always been it. Dying, well not surprising, Drought, and the last drop.
It's dark in the room With only little light coming from The lamp at the corner of the room Alone with my thoughts Wishing I wasn't feeling unknown pain Oh how I let my mind wonder With words like... Oh how I wish I didn't Wear this mask as if everything is okay When you the person I thought would never Break my heart I thought friendship was forever between us But I was wrong I was replaced Who knew caring so much for someone was Wrong Who knew trying to keep the one you love safe Could lead them to hating you In the Night I remember our late night calls Of laughter on the most random things People would admire how great friends we Were It's all apart of life I grew up and found my love But I still wanted my love and having you as my Best friend But things happen for the best You found your love And replaced me When I tried managing you and my love I couldn't help to not want to protect you You were my sister You were my shoulder to cry on But I guess when you found someone Our daily hang outs became none Our daily chats about our lives became About me trying to protect you Or you saying things that I knew were not like you Or arguing about our boyfriends As I tried to defend mine Since you didn't know much about mine You were the keeper to my secrets To my deepest thoughts But turns out You were just like everybody else Wanting to advantage of my innocence With my generosity And be okay with being the "hidden plan" When you were with somebody else You said you understood what I was going through When you have never experienced distance From the one you love I wanted to save you Protect you But I guess I couldn't You broke me I shall move on with my life Deal with the things you spread around that are not true Deal with the things I only shared with you To be spread to the whole world I hope you know You made me stronger You also made me trust no one You may wish bad upon me But I only wish good for you This is no hate for you But only love I hope you have a bright future I hope you pursue any dreams you may have But I will no longer be here I know you don't care I have been replaced
I hope some of you can relate to this. This is one of the most personal poems I have written so far.