Leave me in the past, leave me, I just want to be where I belong
Leave me in the woods, in the forest amongst the noble trees and sturdy grounds,
Leave me with the leaf that shuffles with the wind and hisses with the breeze,
Leave me in the cornfields, under the golden God that makes me feel different about myself.
Leave me when orange surpasses the green when yellow becomes so seen.
I want to be left alone with my simplicity and spontaneity,
I want to be left there away from the lights, gasps, and whispers …
I want to return to my old self, to when innocence controlled my words and smiles never left my face.
Leave me there, oh time and I’ll be just fine.
Reputation - what they think they see
Character - what you prove to be
Image - what is seen from afar
Substance - what you truely are
The difference is what makes a man
a sure and steadfast gentleman
Built from a line from a movie
Lay beside me one last time,
Allow your tears to soak the sheets of our pretense,
Clutch my hand while your teeth pounce on your lips,
Always trying to hold back your gasping cries,
But your face still shrieks and deafens my ears.
Lay beside me one last time,
Staring at each other in devoted distaste,
My lips giving you a soft smile of a guilty goodbye,
Your eyes starting its spasm of unspoken begs,
Always flashing our buried memories in one last attempt.
Just lay beside me one last time,
Just one last time stare at me
So I can mouth the false words
'All will be fine'
Then your eyes will drift to sleep believing,
my one last lie.
Just wake alone one last time,
But for the first time with a full heart,
And please believe... I'm begging believe...
I was just the most unpleasant dream.
i am a grass.
i get cut out,
whenever i grow up.
society tells the youth to shut up because we dont know anything yet, since we are young. but when we grow up and we are learning, they cut us out and say that we are pointless.
5 years gone too fast
A memory, your scent, your voice
My love from the past
Your laughter plays in my head in white noise
The feelings are unknown
No way of identifying
From a teen I am now grown
Love is terrifying
They say time heals all wounds
But baby I’m barely breathing
Got me thinking from dusk till noon
I’m left without any reasoning.
I’ve changed a lot, I put up a fight
One thing kept me sane
Your love went out like a light
But mine remains the same.
Writing this at 3am. Can you believe it? I’ve seen other girls, but really.. Love for only one girl can remain. I still love her. I hate that I do because I don’t know who she is anymore but my feelings won’t go away.
esteemed and influential.
that make me mental.
Not about this repetition.
Locking me in a finite position.
With a moderate delay,
Reminding me that it is alright to thrive.
Maturing at a healthly pace.
Hoping to survive it all with grace.
I actually tried to rhyme for once...
दाई म झ्यालको सिटमा बसुँ ?
जब नम्र नारी
आमा उमेरकिले सोधिन
आफू जेष्ठ नागरिक भएको
जचाउने बेला भो
शैली : क्लिनिकल प्रयोगात्मक
विषय: अब गर्छु बृद्धभक्ताको कुरा ||मनै त हो
our paths diverged for a while.
experiences and wisdom made their marks
weaved themselves into our history.
self reflection and maturity
decluttered the space that we now inhabit.
when our paths converged again,
I was reeling from the impact.
my eyes and heart voraciously
immersed themselves in who he had become.
the smallest details were of the most interest.
the convergence added to our foundation.
the shared experience was sewn
somewhere in the tapestry of our lives.
the bright red thread of our meeting
will always catch my eye.
I stood next to him
and felt the gap
of time difference
you've been trying too hard to fall in love,
but when love comes to you in pieces;
you walk away thinking it isn't enough.
you've been trying to find someone mature,
but when stability comes in your life;
you find it boring in the first place.
you've been trying to fill your voids,
but when warmth tries to touch you;
you refuse it because you are cold.
you've been trying to find perfection,
but no one is perfect and no one will be
yet you don't care who is there cause'
what's available to you isn't worthy.