❝ i am a dead tree
that kids fill with carvings of 'i hate yous'
sticky webs of old lies and deception
clings around my withered branches
that sit dead and blind my sight
my roots are watered
by polluted streams while
acid rain runs through my veins
like a fracking well with oily leaks
that causes me to choke
and cough up bad blood
angry winds pass though me
and i stand engulfed with stillness
for i am afraid the slightest of movement
may cause me my demise
i remember the days
when i was but a young tree
i provided home for the birds
and shade for the people
to protect them from the sun's raging heat
but now i am useless
and left alone
but lo and behold
i see my farmer striding towards me
with an axe in his hands to chop me down
he delivered blows to my body
that led me into bits and pieces
to be thrown in the fire
i smiled and thought;
at least i was still of use for warmth
during the cruelty of cold days
but as i fell from once my might
i had glimpsed on a little green
a sapling growing from the earth
reaching upon the skies
in this i had learned
life and death go hand in hand
that from ashes unto ashes
and to dust we must return
but alas it is not the end
as for the end signals a new beginning
and as so does chances of a new life ❞
Death,the end of life
Is it the end , i doubt
It's the eternal truth
that can not be denied
that can not be avoided
Death,where we all end up underneath some sheet
Death,the never-ending sleep
Death , it's peaceful
Death, where your soul leaves your body
And ascends to a higher reality
Death, it's the end of an identity
What remains behind it
Just Remains the reminisce
Remains the memories
Remains a cold soulless body
A body that will rot away or turn into ashes
soul that disappears in a split of a second and finds the path of eternity
The soul that is eternal
Leaves behind the reminisce of the past
The person who used to be someone's parent , child , lover or friend doesn't exist anymore
They are just a memory now/
In a split of a second...
Death , it's a path to an endless road of rediscovery
Death , a path towards reincarnation
The beginning of a new journey
death,it means just leaving the stage long enough to change costume and come back as a new character
Death,the next great adventure
Another journey of mortality
It's not the ending, it's the beginning of a new journey
An endless journey between mortality and immortality.
Perhaps the night
lights up in tune with our laughter
Have you ever wondered
if the stars were merely just
reflections of your smile
Do you wake with the sun
Does it wait patiently
for the flutter of your eyelids
before it starts its ascend
Do you ever wonder about your own importance?
I can wake myself up in the morning
So why not also the world?
Another old poem from my notes
"𝘉𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘶𝘴𝘵"
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ
ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ɢʀɪɴᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴜᴘ.
Point gaining heat
A period of ink, blotching
In the blank white paper universe
The painter readies for a stroke
The huge weight pulls me under.
To the deepest part of the ocean of brokenness.
No one there to save me.
While I'm drowning in my thoughts.
But then again!
It's just the beginning.
to read my past journal entries is
to walk on an intimately familiar path,
one in which I know the major landmarks,
the steep mountains, and the deep valleys.
even though I can walk on this path
with my eyes closed and get through,
I don't. I slow down on the way,
noticing flowers I didn't see before.
I pluck a leaf off every flower stem,
and keep it safely between my palms.
the leaves remind me of the flowers
that grew despite the harsh conditions.
whenever I wish for a new beginning,
I blow on a leaf and let it guide me.
I smile, exhale, and walk forward.
behind me, new flowers are blooming.