I'm not the best you'll never have,
But I'm trying to be the best
for you,
And most of all,
You have me.

Miss missing you.
22/30

My heart still beats the fastest for you
And my brain has not yet mastered how to prevent a smile when you walk in the room
I miss your skin and the way it feels against mine

A photograph from the day we began;
The thought of the way we make love;
A day without any hint of you -
And suddenly my tears keep me company in your place

Whether you like it or not, I'll be in love with you
Believe or not, I'm still in love with you

Overflowing, then exploding, then bursting

Most of our best choices have a past of wrong ones.
- Manuela Camporaso

The state of real happiness is much like a supremely safe and warm nest
where no matter what happens you can always feel and live at your best.
_______

From "Simple Observations" ongoing writings since the early '90's.

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The Lonely Bard Apr 13

I hoped that she will improve now,
Instead she's on a downward curve.

She got out of one LDR back at that time,
Only to fall into a longer one with him.

Haryana is closer to Punjab if compared,
Mauritius is so distant for another LDR.

My HP Poem #1498
©Atul Kaushal
somewon Apr 6

he wouldn't really know
because i won't give him clues

he won't guess it either
because i won't be around that much

i'll tell him that it's okay
if a centipede had bitten him on his back

he'd send me a picture of that
& i hope the doc's appointment went well

but other than that
i won't tell him that it pains me
somewhere within
that i don't know him very well
or can't really be with him

because he's my brother's best friend
and it's not really cool they said

i don't know how but when i meet new people and never really break that ice with them and be close to them it just pains me so so much i feel sad & lose apetite
yet this one's one of the kind
Leigh Marie Apr 3

maybe, I'm holding on to the best parts of you
but there are so many best parts that
I don't wanna let go, I can't let go
can't open my hand to wave good bye
can't open my arms to anyone else
didn't have you long enough to
say I love you but
boy did I
knew that for a while cause
I always had

I said happy birthday cause
that's my white flag
my bridge to over it
my olive branch
but I haven't heard from you since

I miss the feeling that you weren't going anywhere
cause your 4 am hellos were enough
your "you're probably not awake"
your "have you heard this song"
my, being awake
my, "I love that song too"
were all enough
do you still think of me when you
hear those songs or find that art
or have you completely forgotten about us
riding together in your car like we had started
the beginning of forever?

I try to forget I miss you by
finding the good in everyone else
finding prospect in guys not meant for me
maybe you were not meant for me either

So instead I tell my stories, of my crazy, funny friend
and how he lights up my time at home
with good luck and bad timing
how everything for him always works out
but almost falls apart
of our time together, in the car, driving
incidents with police officers
where I kept my cool and
your good fortune got us out unscathed

I tell them about the time you stopped in the intersection,
just to make me laugh till
I pulled you back in the car and we drove away

I keep to myself that first morning after in the car, silent
we didn't talk for 30 minutes till
you told me you wanted to buy fruit leather
I don't even know what fruit leather is

I keep to myself the time you looked at me and
told me how she broke your heart
I keep to myself the time you broke my heart

All our best times together were in the car
going somewhere or nowhere
just going, together  
going out for coffee, but you, not getting coffee
cause you don't like coffee but I always forget and
pick the same place to eat
you never remind me that you don't like coffee
if you ring me again I promise, I won't forget that
you don't like coffee

Truth is the word
That we’ve always
embroidered
Onto my pillow

But instead
It’s that I’ve never had
Enough knowhow
To sew my

Secrets anywhere
Except the
Soft, pin-cushiony
Pink of my lips

It is always you
With truth shears in
The hand you’re always
Extending

That sets them
Free
To fly and
Find light

Your work on
Our tapestry
With little fingers
And quiet tenderness

That many
Will never
Feel

Your vision
Of our bigger picture
Unravels before me

Making more sense
With Every stitch

When I leave my
Heart
In places so
Cold

You help me
Pull strings
To drag me back
To myself

You remind me
That my fabric is
Fragile and
Precious,

But never to fear
Cutting away
What no longer
Fits

Being Raggedy Ann
Always comes with
Its share
Of loose threads

And I’m forever
Thankful

That you
Tie them,
Hands un-judging

In knots
As intricate
And beautiful
As your soul.

Divine Dao Apr 2

She is our best friend.
We love her.
She is orange and white.

Wonderful, loving, joyful, patient, devoted and beautiful
best friend.
Do you know she howls the blues with us in the morning.
She is super cute. She is a mixture of coolies and Russian barzoi and reminds me of Anime fantasy wolfs which are extremely beautiful.

We love her and adore her. She is kind, loving and she's
never judging us. Her good character excedes characters of
many self absorbed human beings who are convinced of their own importance and superiority and who love to put other people down just to expose their brilliance or success. ( Not all of them are like that though, but this vile "self important" virus had spread across my beloved homeland and become a national sport ).


No wonder dogs are human best friends.

Some time ago I wrote a tribute to our beloved dog on my other poetry portal where I used to post poems. I'm reposting it here:


MY WHITE-GOLDEN COOLIE

Watch dog, do take care of me,
wrap me with your energy.
While I read she rests on me -
so well-be! Kiss, tongue, slight lick.

Give me slender strong white paw,
smile me to another round,
snow white triolets of fangs,
tender space, back pat, caress.

Princess Mononoke's 'wolf',
we adore your speed and style,
splendid like your almond eyes.

Utmost loving gaze to me,
that declares the trust and faith.
Devotee of you is me,
falling in Mythology.

Fire binds us for so long.
Friendship strong. Howl. Friendship long.



I love my dog, she is beautiful, kind, adorable and a real friend.
She reminds me of Princess Mononoke's wolf.  This she-wolf is really an ancient goddess wolf amongst other wolves who are trying to save the forest with Princess Mononoke and her friends.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8XOV2L-eM38

(I have a great respect towards anime genius -  Sir Hayao Miyazaki
and for the divine music which is created at Studio Ghibli Music.)


Dear reader, I consider that one of the best rewarding bonds between species is the bond between human beings and wolves that became domesticated - nowadays dogs - our cute friends. When wolves became companions of men they had to overcome the fear of fire and gather brave trust and understanding. Only humans can make fire and for wild animals as wolves, humans sitting around fire with torches in their hands  sure seemed like untouchable gods.

P.S. ~ goes to the only one ~particularly nice guy~ who also evidently loves dogs - Would you respond to my beloved's new book and publish it, if you knew she is also his best friend. Thank you for reconsidering it! Sending many blessings and love to You
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