I'm falling down gently,
Gently into the void.
I know now slumber beckons,
But I work to keep my stride.
These lessons learned in life,
The ideas with which I've toyed,
Seem so minuscule in retrospect,
Before, before this void.
I used to care so much,
Anxiety was paramount,
What is all this going on?
The pain only surmounts.
And Hope begins to crumble.
My heart breaking—
But I stagger and fumble on.
Up upon this mount,
It’s brightness shines!
The light I see!
All along in me,
This slyly hidden, plain-view, visible key
Turning to unlock the secret of my ’I’ mystery.
It had always been but a flicker,
This firefly of my mind.
I stumble on now towards it,
Reaching out, I grasp it.
A soft smile brightens my brow;
I shrug off the shackling pain,
Rise from my burdened bow,
Standing up above the corner
Of one of this road’s many rolling bumps,
Where someone in the mirror once told me
I’d never even master the jump.
So I fly high now,
My destiny, the what I was searching for,
Clear in core, please—my people—
Prepare for all that I have in store.
Cause now I know,
Yes, I know for sure,
I will toil, toil nevermore.
Why is it the rain pours harder
when you're not around
Piercing every last thought
Morphing these old habits
With new ideas
Thunderous clatter used to bring me peace
Now I lay awake
Shuttering as the pulse of vibrations
Shake my existence
Like a frail cat searching for peace
I can no longer calm this aching heart
Nor these shaking hands
Under streams of the moon's beaming light
I fail to hide away
Searching for you in the night
As to calm my battered soul
I will search on, Until the day
Our warm touch meets again
This is where I grew up broken
And I still am
I'm trying to find my missing pieces
This is where I fell apart
I'm still not together
I'm searching for a way to snap things into place
Understanding is out of my reach
I walk with limited sight
Hoping that the next thing I stumble upon
Will be an answer
Will help me move forward
Sometimes difficult to understand. Sometimes mysterious from where they stand. Puzzling at times even to myself. Don't ask me to explain who I am. Still searching for her everywhere I go. Lost and delusional, I lose my mind. Searching sometimes many nights, falling asleep with crying eyes.
Blanca the enigma, that's who I've come to know.
⚓ ⚓ ⚓
Through the surface of fathomless sea
you can reach treasures and shipwrecks on bottom
which are not supposed to be hauled up from the deep
What is the truth?
It was worth it.
Not empty sea-bed is already good luck
Fears of disappointments aren't letting you breathe
Risk of losing yourself while searching silver lining in mazes
Strangles neck of willing
Not letting live life fully
We should not forget:
FAILURE- BETTER THAN NEGLECT...
just let me speak let me say what's on my
mind i don't ever stop bring reckless acting like a fool when things go wrong I run
and hide I don't ever stop being a pain
thinking of ways to make it better
I must take my bags just walk away I must
say just let me say what's on my mind I'm
finally ready to speak you keep sitting at my mom thinking about the time i was the fool didn't know better now I look stood up and that's pretty brave I an't lying I could say love
again it was pretty to step outside again I
must say what is on my mind
this i hard this was something i can't my heart can't handle this pain I keep on trying my heart is trying I feel shakey where can I find yeah where could be please help me get this one right how can this be i should take my time maybe sleep
never easy to go looking for someone to spend the evening with
we're just strangers at the start we meet give me chance please
I just put my self out there again
they say i gotta leave they allways do it never easy for me
can you see how hard this may be I try my best to stay strong it's not easy my heart says enough it's time for me take a rest wake up to try I hope for the best
I don't want to be like ravana
Who always looking for vedavati figure
Never tired searching for a figure who isn't exist anymore in the world
Although vedavati as a body has long gone in the world
But her soul is immortal
Immortal in the niches and minds of ravana
Her name will be eternal in his soul
Either ravana can't forget her
Indeed himself who doesn't want to forget her
Maybe it's too divine to forget her beauty
His real love doesn't belongs to Citrawati, Kausalya, Mandodari, and not also Sita
They just a similar figure to vedavati
His eternal love belongs to vedavati