An unstoppable force, An unspeakable thought, An inexpressible emotion, An indescribable comfort, An unimaginable sensation, An ineffable desire. Too much control and too much power. Loathe it or Love it, cannot pick one. Give the control or fight for it, cannot pick one either.
I wish it was real Someone who gets me So effortlessly Who reads into my soul And feels every insecurity And accepts the real me **** hot I like you a lot Smart sass What a great *** You are deep and complex Not like the others Let’s go away To a different time I’ll explore You be my ***** With the brains of more Let me learn Intrigue Show you parts of this world You never saw before My view Question everything true I’ll show you The truth Let me take your hand To never never land Where it is just us Ruffle your feathers stop being so square Get out of your head I want you to share The deepest parts of you Your desires I promise I’ll make them true My safety net Let’s explore your pleasure I promise I won’t hurt you Never
sometimes I find it hard to talk to you so I make lists in my sleep, of something I could say. but still I come up empty. what is it about you? I can’t live with you or without you. every single day, I sit in my anxiety. trying to find a way to say anything. won’t you remember that I’m your baby? and if you give a ****, won’t you not leave me? you’re the one I’ll always choose, please be mine and don’t waste my time. love me for who I’m meant to be, so won’t you please give me something? because sometimes it’s hard for me to talk to you.
I do not want to live in fear anymore I do not want to live without desire anymore I want to move to a city where I know nobody where I will have a movie marathon alone where I will have a dinner at my own convenient where I will have the entire space to my own where I will talk to myself in front of the mirror where I will suffer alone from my crooked back I am pretty sure it ia more meaningful than to be greeted by thoughtful strangers to be harrassed by vengeful neighbours.
sometimes, knowing that you are loved from afar will make you want to fish for the sun from the star.