I just want to LOVE without the HURT. I wanna see without the GUILT. I wanna listen without the WORRY . I wanna feel right not UNCERTAIN. I wanna feel alive not JUST HERE. I wanna breath without GASPING FOR AIR. I wanna sleep with out the training LONG THOUGHTS. I wanna be me without the CRITICISM. I wanna have friends without the JUDGMENT. I wanna grow without the NEGATIVE. I wanna fill the fire without the BURN.
LOVE is me. HURTING pain is killing me. The GUILT is killing me. Being UNCERTAIN makes me feel uneasy. I don't like JUST being HERE. GASPING FOR AIR when crying hurts sometimes. LONG THOUGHTS just get me into insanity. The CRITICISM of life is hunting. JUDGEMENT shouldn't belong to anyone. NEGATIVE suddenly became me BURNING though thoughts on how to be better.
The lava that flowed down her eyes from the bottom of her soul, Hardened to formed various shades of rough igneous rocks...
With a heart of stone she consoled herself: "Only does he floats momentarily in this passing time like debris in the great ocean of my consciousness... For in another time, sooner or later he would touch rock bottom... Erasing all the paths he made in the great currents of my mind."
People leave...Drowning us in a sea of memories. Hope you all are doing well! Love and blessings❤✨