She came to consciousness abruptly
Devoid of his embrace around her
With a piece of dream spilling in
Where he held her close in his arms
She longed for the warm scent
Tangled touches surreal and pure
Holy white love trapped in sheets
Where they were together forever

She was curled up asleep
In the world of his illusion
Wounded warrior of dreams
She bled her colours bright
He placed her amongst skeletons
Of fears and unrequited love
Nightmares he planted in her
Pain grew in her lovely bones
He stirred his evil poison cup
She consumed the intoxication

She wrote for the disjointed moon
Under the constellation of stars

You glow from diffused moon
Soft fists in young night
My touch blooms to extinguish
I cannot hold the charcoal grey
Soot of longing and despair
You in glory the god of mystic

The crazy dark of night is him
I am just a distant yellow star

So lost again where you found me
Locked secrets burning in dark eyes

Your demons from past haunting us
The passion keeps pulling me in

Words you say reeks of emotions
Hidden beneath cold crypt

I got close to the flames of your soul
Now I am your ash your smoke

The cigarette that you kissed deliberately
Remained residue consumed on your fingers

Sinister fluid of words
You pour drop by drop
Oh my darling!
The poison I seek
I drink to live
Sips of temptation
Lure me to you
Wine of madness
From the chalice
Of your sparkly lips

I lay here between cold sheets
Wide awake in dark room
While you are drowned in sleep
I can only envision your face
Saying your name on repeat
Broke as a broken record playing
Yearning for your arms to encompass
Like an addict on rebounds
A question with all wrong answers
Psychedelic story I lived you
Held too close to let you go
You are saturated in my bones
Your thoughts invading my mind
Razor sharp words ripping me apart

Would you love her?
If her hair fell free
Locks sway on her shoulder
Wind catches them boldly
Sunlight will invade them
Brown blaze of strands
If you could see them play
Confining her forlorn face
Would run your fingers slowly?
If she sets them free
If she let them flow
A Rapunzel is what you need?
A glance of that entangled mane
Would be enough to drive you insane?

He is the majestic mess on the paper
Colored chaos frayed on the edges
A sweet poem that breathes
A bursting frenzied sunrise
He is grey smoke rising to sky
I am mesmerized in disdain
We made a hurricane out of ashes
Now it is just a paper with ink spill
He pulled away and I am still next to him
Keeps saying all we had was only an illusion
He is a shadow I chased in the darkness
I am trying to hold on to you through cracks
My scars are too nascent to keep you in
He is the wind raging through broken glass
I am covered in the sheath of pains growing
Left without a word and you wanted a goodbye
Can't hold onto hope of us fitting back together

Come catch me in your paper plane
Baby I am waiting for you in rain
Say my name for wind to carry it
Watch the rainbow and the day lit
Let the sky see us together
Lost profoundly in each other
Pull me in and hold me near
Squash all my lucid fears

All I was.....
Your summer dream

I saw the way you see her
You love what you see
She is all you want
You need her more
I love you I don't know
You don't care anyway
I hate that I want you
She is everything for you
All that I want to be
You like her more and more
While I cry silent tears alone
I need you to need me
You know that I need you
You chose her and walked away

Since when you become
A voice inside my head
Half of me that's still missing
My misplaced puzzle piece
Fuel of desperation and need
A last ray of dying hope

His darkness strolls through the alleyways of his mind
He watched his demons smirking at him
Another battle lost the wounded warrior walks
Turned the world upside down to retrieve sacred sanity
A few more steps echoed in the empty room
Smoke left his lips as he kissed another lot cigarette
Haze lifted for few precious moments between madness
His mind becomes intoxicated with her glimpses
A blaze shot through his grey veins
A flame of life burst into his soul
Dim dying eyes lit up with the lust for raspy lips
The temptation becomes an enraged monster
A bolt of need lights up the cave of his chest
Need flowed like a wave shivers his body
A new cigarette burned some more smoke filled his lungs
Words slurred and her images got blurred his mind
He died his millionth death breathed a desperate breath
That cold heart cracked forcefully to freeze shut again

When I fell into the ocean of your eyes
There is an endless possibility of existence
While I am lost, I am found
Your impact is profound
The stubborn mountain of desolation
I disintegrate to prostrate till forever
This life has meaningless faded colours
By your name I live and die everyday

Suddenly she fell out of love

My heart beats are tied to his feet

Every step is another skipped beat

Night turns to the bright day
The longing persists
Angel is miles away
The need burns the soul

The place next to her is empty and cold
Without the warmth of his refuge
Sleepless nights seeks his embrace
His chest her heaven and hideout

Blinded by your light
I can't see your dark side
When the veil is lifted
It's a disgusting sight
You're the star of my sky
Sun of my mornings
I wish to conceal
Your best and worst
The heart that is jaded
The soul that is frayed
I worship those eyes
Lost in your smiles
Love that crazy heart
Hated that foul mind

My heart beats in your chest
Twists and turns within you
The words that leave your lips
Heavier than the mountains
So I care less about universe
When you're my axis of rotation
Those eyes can sear the skies
Killing the world in a beam
You are a hurricane unleashed
I never stood a chance in life

He woke up smiling
Next to his dear miracle
He doesn't wanna miss
Tangled in her dreams
Only she is his dream
Came to life for him

He is her favourite addiction
Her worst nightmare, and only refuge


His lips are her heaven, his words her hell
He gave her life, and took away her breaths

I crave your soothing voice
To fill the holes of my soul
~~~

His voice echo in her mind
Words engraving her being
The dark space between them
Where they entangle cryptically
Destined to the forlorn demise
Chained and shackled with curse
A sullen face with intriguing eyes
A withered heart and bruised brain
The sonnet of melancholic mess
The story of inconsolable loss
Damaged tenuous souls in worship
Connected with waves of thoughts
She craves annihilation into him
He is distant lost in himself
Two naked souls dazed in madness
Existing in a questionable state

When you smile slowly

With half opened eyes

A heart skips new beats

Spellbound and arrested

When you smile slowly

With half opened eyes

A heart skips new beats

Spellbound and arrested