Paved roads of cars that roam Are sure to grow weary on my bones. And there’s a high hill close to home Onto which I seldom venture alone. How I recall those many days of yore When we’d go fresh out in the morn; And up that hill now far across the globe Would stare for short eons into the fog.
what are you? who are you? is it even a you? my moons are swelling in hells my shatters are flaunting in the same cell my nails are aching for the touch of shells I swim neat water cold as ice feet things I despise under those ***** sheets sat embraced by the greens the autumn's shades falling too well and hugging blades her eyes a funeral's peal all I ask is a little feel something of that past to steal can't sense a speck my violins are scratching their necks orchestral ravens flew the garden of wrecks optimism a false clue the flee to the streets I never knew and she licks the tips of the salty stew oh my spoiled nerves changing each noon can't have can't reach can't leave that moon forks on my table nonexistent all spoons irises are in need of light to bleed the warmth of a single night let the winds ******* like a kite death of me now don't mind hurts of trembling how meet me and sort my bones for me to bow drown me with caffeine erase that stupid fake gleam bring me to the real make me forget and burn me to heal fire my name on that tongue you keep and what a great sleepless night to sleep!
My insides are freezing, every ounce of passion I have is boiling down to nothing Echoes of chasmic silence have me surrounded I am overwhelmed by this sudden surge of intense self-loathing By the strong rusty winds, my existence seems grounded
I am turning cold and fragile every second, and all I long for is a wake-up call A call harsh enough to burn my freezing insides I am sick of the urge that wants me to hit my head against the wall Cause now I am well aware of how in my head, the demonic hurting creature hides
I breathe in fear, it rushes through my blood so I could feel it in my bones and veins Anxiety is like my shadow that lingers with me everywhere I go, I feel burdened Feels like I am getting drenched alone in the nagging emptiness, the whole of me drains Even in the happiest of moments, everywhere it just pains
I was riled as I learned an unknown burn. You smiled as I unturned a new-found yearn. There’s something so succinct in earning truth, After what felt like an eternity learning. Proof that a familiar swirl in an unfamiliar scene Can bring a million new ways to view your days.
It’s serene, this feeling. Really! And with it, a chance to lift. The choice to change one life. An invitation to chime in time with another. Perfect imperfection. Resolved discordance. Binding impermanent reflections in permanence. An end to what felt like an endless race. A new beginning; your rawest reckoning. The featherweight phoenix ever beckoning. Don’t hide your face. Don’t chase your ghost. For betterment, you meant it. In innocence, you sent it.
Feel comfort in knowing Your rivers are flowing. The barest bones Bear the warmest tones.