Emotions make you weak, That’s all everyone has ever taught me. I’m like a broken clock, Standing in one place for what seems like forever, Deep inside I still crave love and affection, Although cruelty is all I’ve ever known. Some days are bright, And some are colored in darkest shades of night. Emptiness is echoing through me, The mirror is my worst enemy, Reality in it I can clearly see.
I can't tell what is empty My stomach Or my soul They both hold similar sensations Craving for something, anything Depending on how desperate I am Longing for food Hungry for love Both have the power to sustain
Everyday I tell her Not to remember your dimples. Everyday I tell her Not to find those crinkles, Your eyes created While the smile wrapped itself, Intimately around your lips And the first nail of my coffin was hit!
Your heart is stuck in someone else, And mine I have left in your closet. After all the time that has passed I am still staring, At the empty mug to hold just a drop, A drop to satisfy this craving Or maybe just to forget this thirst. Thirst,quenched not even by the elixir, Elixir that saved the life But could not fill the emptiness in it Could not give it a meaning to be lived.
All I need is a bit of you, But sigh! I can have that never. Yet I love you Just the way you love her Someone said it right- One sided love holds an alien kind of peace, Peace in the pleasure offered by pain, Pain that I, so passionately chase.
I'm craving something I no longer have Craving something I miss deeply Constantly running towards a temporary fix, Knowing it won't last I miss the warmth & security of someone's arms Feeling at bliss, my heart rest Now, here I am restless Always searching for something I know it won't come soon enough.
I miss it I sit by the window looking for it I wait for it My mouth is open waiting for the words to spill out I want it My arms are open, welcoming it I need it My body craves & bones ache Constantly waiting for, Intimacy Passion Love
Match me in fire Match me in pain And if my heart stops Bring me back Let's change where we've been What we've been Us To roam and find that all along what we both sought Was present in the mirror of the other The same, but completing Match me Match me in desire To hide away in the church of Shakespeare's beast A sanctuary of ***** truth Unclothed worship Amen and Hallelujah Private Bacchanalia To praise us Match me Match me Save this soul
I can't stop thinking of you. You're a trespasser in my mind and I don't want to send you away. Your eyes are light, they are mine when the light shines upon them. Your lips are experienced, it taught mine to treasure the time. Your tongue is out of sync, but it still found a way to connect with mine. Your eyes see me, but our souls don't want to align. ---I want to feel your lips again J.M