While the ocean unfolds calm as still waters I’m just another lost soul floating helplessly with no colors
I’ll go where the tide told me to because there’s no hope left in me And everything looked so pointless so why bother to fight for them
I’ve been screaming, yearning, longing for answers, for a glimmer of hope But every time I try harder, the world brings me down And here I am
But as the night went by, and the stars fell down The sun emerged, and the warmth grew closer The morning breeze greets me, welcoming for a new start Maybe I don’t have all the answers now but that doesn’t mean I should settle down And I may be floating but i’m discovering the whole sea
From the album 'Afloat' Read the full album on https://annlour.wixsite.com/annalour/album-1-afloat
shirtless screaming through the heartland and I used to smoke cigarettes too.
she never wanted to stay: the youth she had left demanded it. now, I'll wager she's somewhere in an apartment with some dandy that wears sweater vests to Thanksgiving dinner.
maybe she thinks about me and my little twisted heart every now and again: like when she's away from the sweater vest on the toilet behind a locked door, "be right out, babe!" or toting groceries through a parking lot to her car, or signaling a left turn before changing her mind and deciding to go straight instead.
and maybe I need to stop thinking about her especially after three years incommunicado
but what can I say? I've never slept on a bed of nails I couldn't dream on.
Do you know what it's like Not knowing what's fake And what's real Sitting all alone in a dark room Shaking Having creatures tear open your skin Yet not having a mark on you Hearing voices screaming Pounding on the walls Yet being in complete and utter silence No you don't So shut the **** up