He said" Do you miss me? "
I simply said i don't...
He turned away, not saying a word...
And i just wished he knew..
Hope he knows it hurts me..
And beats inside like a second heart..
Showing me his worth and telling me that we're apart...
I lie to myself every time and pretend that it doesn't matter anymore..
But i cant keep up with this lie and i cant keep pretending..
I wanna tell him it hurts... i wanna know if it hurts him too..
Cause everyday that's passing by..makes me wonder what i'm gonna do..
But i wanna tell him that i don't miss him.. and i swear that's not a lie...
I don't miss him cause he's always here, right inside my heart.. stays with me and keeps me alive...
I think about him all the time..with every second that passes by..
i love him too much to let him go.. but why do i always stay quite..
I wanna tell him that i miss him ..i wanna make him mine...
You have said it
I always thought so
But it bothers me in a new way this evening
The Christmas letters that were more popular a while ago
Were the children of ego
Yes, so nice to know how wonderful they all are
Overly accessible now, is the part of life that is displayed on
My Face (Not my face)
It is wonderful to see how my far away family and friends,
such as they are, are
I see the “Friends'giving” pictures and I nearly cry,
but just hiss, 'shit”
I wasn't there. I would have made a laugh, had one.
My friends are many gone. My family too
But I still click on every day, not expecting to see
Marty or Dick or Carol or Joe
But who is still out there, not with me,
but available for pictures, videos and chat
Sometimes I am too, but I'm probably playing one of my guitars.
You may hear
My dear, my dears
I will listen for you too
i like it
when you say my name
as if it's yours
as if it soothes your soul
it drips from your lips
like something fragile
that you're afraid to drop
i like it
when you call me yours
something inside me flutters
in silence -
a sense of belonging
- i've never belonged
to anything and
i am but a boyish female
i act like one
talk like one
shaved heads and piercings
tattoos and scars
sneakers and jeans
teeshirts and tanktops
but i am
also a girl
and i get reminded
because you made me fall in love
awakening the dreamy side of me
a hopeless romantic
heart racing movie scenes