For this point and time being my life is good up in this moment It’s showing and the hoes know it so it’s hard to overthrow it So I’m living like a rockstar but funny cuz I ain’t famous And it’s funny, see the money then you start to see the changes See my friends in different places cuz we walk in different paces And we trapped up in the struggle hoping one day we can make it And I’m scared to loose em to death cuz we outta luck But I’m really afraid to grow apart cuz we outta touch.....
**** where’d the time go Looking at me in this mirror, realizing I’m getting old But yet I’m still young and I’m happy within my placement But with all the **** I’ve done what happens if I never make it Afraid to drop a seed, I’ll raise him, I ain’t bluffing But how can he look up to me if I don’t amount to nothing I’m taking a second to sit and think about my fears Will I lead to my own destruction or continue on my years
I'm afraid I ain't strong enough yet to trust to love again its been a struggle fighting everyone, everything every memory associated with you the touch of your skin the colour of your eye the warmth of your hug I'm afraid but i hope this dosen't last long
hope is a necessity love is a need fear is a byproduct of these two and loss is its result
today I am going to write about what I am most afraid of.
right now, I am most afraid of you. I am afraid of the emotions I feel when I am with you, when I think about you, especially the ones I feel when I am not with you. I am afraid that I have fallen hard you- the way my entire body melts when I see your smile terrifies me, you touch me and I feel this surge of electricity through my skin and the shock scares me to death.
you hold me in your arms and I am afraid that one day you are going to let go, and who knows what will happen then? all I know is that I don't want this to end, whatever "this" may be.
I am afraid that you are going to be the one for me, but I won't be the one for you. I don't want to be put through that pain, another thing I am afraid of.