In my Dreams aliens invade. I hide with people I barely know. We seek solace in each other's humanity for fear of the unknown. In my Dreams I fly over rooftops, over unsuspecting heads who go about their day as usual. In my Dreams I am transported, abducted, and chased. But in my Dreams I am me. I am lost. I am afraid.
When I wake static lingers like a long lost lullaby.
We're afraid to speak. We're afraid to write. We're afraid to visualise. We're afraid to publish. We're afraid to feel. We're afraid to truth. We're afraid to power. We're afraid to rich. We're afraid to deal. We're afraid to war. in all We're afraid always!
I am afraid. Afraid of losing ; losing those dear to me, losing myself, losing what I've yet to gain. But how can I lose what I've never had? I get so frustrated because I can't stop time. I can't fix everything. I'm not even anywhere close to being healed. I want to heal others. My loved ones deserve to live. We deserve to be happy. What did we do to bring about such pain, such sickness? Why are we plagued so? I'm always asking "Why?" Why? Please let us live. I'm tired of hurting.