I was never this vulnerable before,
with the increasing exposure
I feel it all the time
So coward and not confident at all.
The changes occured in these few years
have boosted up my lingering fears.
The world has changed,
while I'm still the same.
“It’s not you,” You tell me.
But I can’t make you see that security is always fleeting. But I will not be. And I just want that to be enough.
I just want to be enough.
I think I’ve calmed your mind on this subject, now. I hope I have.
My hair grows
against my will
behind my back
in time for every
sunrise and sunset.
I sing about blooming under the same moon. You need a full moon to bloom.
My dreams and my fears
Are having a battle
Inside my head
And all I’m doing
Is taking paracetamol
You stand looking down upon me
Glowing On me in my moment of darkness
You simply degrade my soul as I reach out to you you pull back
I look through the barrel of the gun
Wondering have they found me
Or have I won
This death game grows louder the sound penetrating my ears frightening me and making my love dull
I realize I have lost
I have not a shred of my original soul
please let me in.
let me get close to you.
help me understand you better.
if you want to save us,
open your heart to me.
just please trust me.
trying to save a dying relationship
Tears because of uncontrolled fears
write again, they said
it will be fun, they said
writing out fears she never knew
& yet they're becoming true