So what exactly did I do?
To have you become so angry at me you just cut me out of your life.
To forget about me completely after I help it down for you.
I'm dopesick and I'm tired of hurting for someone that doesn't give a fuck.
I'm lost and I'm sorry but it never even mattered to you.
Do you miss me right now? Cause I miss you.
I miss the sound of your voice and I miss looking at your perfect lips.
I miss just having to kiss them and I miss the way you could make me laugh.
I miss sitting there and just looking over at your perfect face.
Surprised every time at how perfectly gorgeous you truly are.
I miss you kissing my head as you held me close.
I miss knowing I had you as mine.
I miss not hurting, I don't wanna keep checking my phone.
No new texts, no missed calls and just more and more disappointing silence.
No one here with me, nothing to call mine.
Just some pictures of you and I that I took that I wish I had just took today.
Instead I will just sit here and try my hardest to forget what I felt for you.
I'll make myself forget you until I am okay.
Lie to me again
I miss you too.
Staring at stars in the night sky, always reminded me of your eyes, and the sparkle they held when you saw the smile I saved only for you.
Now it’s like the sun doesn’t escape me, I feel the burn this love has left, feel the scars of your hatred etching deep into my soul, and I wonder what happened for it all to end this way, and I am so fucking confused.
I want you back.
I want us back.
But most of all, I wish for my humanity to return to me for I am so very lost without it.
Open the door, let me carry your burdens, the ones that leave you winded and struggling to breathe when you open your eyes and see a world that you refuse to accept love from, because I let your heart escape you and become my own.
Take what little humanity I have left and make it yours, because if that is what it takes for the sparkle to return, I will walk to the ends of the earth and bleed myself dry in the vain hope that the boy I once knew will return to us.
Return to me
Let me help.
I know I show affection in peculiar ways, sarcasm is my forte after all, but trust me when I say, I would do anything in my power to see that smile, feel those arms once more.
I’d drag the moon from the sky, name every burning star after a reason why I care, and it still wouldn’t come close to showing the affection I feel for you.
That is all I can say.
did you ever wonder
as you looked into the night sky
as you dreamed of stars and sunnier days
that things would turn out this way?
and it pains me to see
what things have become
without you around
to hold my hand
oh faye, if only you knew
though years may pass
and days go on
you live within me
you're always on my mind
and these tears still flow
and it is through this that i've learned
everything is temporary
and things don't last forever
but my heartache will
and it does
I always forget how big an impact a place can make
the hostel you never thought you'd miss
the people you didn't realise you loved
until you're back home
sitting on your bed
that same 7 year old bed
in a room where nothing has changed
and your parents say
"It's like nothing has changed"
but everything has
they filled something inside of you thats still full
and now you have to go back to the way things were
and until the smells, laughter and midnight conversations have fully trickled out of you
because you miss that special place a whole lot
There's one less set of footprints
upon my bedroom floor,
there's half as many clothes
behind the closet door.
There's a lonely set of arms
that used to embrace its pair,
there's one less person here
but one more vacant chair.
There's a heart that was once overflowing
and bursting from the soul,
but it seems that just a half
can claim the very whole.
Somethings can be mended,
but never replaced by another.
In empty beds we learn
how to live without each other.
I gaze upon the blue sky
The forest behind me
Hiding the outline of distant
I gaze upon the blue sea
Kissing the blue sky
Sone perhps call that kiss
With my feet in the water
Tears start to drip
Sea wipes all of them off
Hopefuly, they'll reach you
I would never tell you