I die each day everyday
With the spins of earth
I have lived only in you
Some more I wish to die

Call me crazy
Call me yours

I lay here between cold sheets
Wide awake in dark room
While you are drowned in sleep
I can only envision your face
Saying your name on repeat
Broke as a broken record playing
Yearning for your arms to encompass
Like an addict on rebounds
A question with all wrong answers
Psychedelic story I lived you
Held too close to let you go
You are saturated in my bones
Your thoughts invading my mind
Razor sharp words ripping me apart

Suddenly she fell out of love

Night let down her long locks
Stars bejewel that dark glory

It made the sky whirl wild
With the moon streaking it

Holding on to the very end
That brings out the day

She embraced the clouds
Waiting for the sun to come out

The lonely shore on which you would stay
In the sunset, cold nights, every single day

A frenzied heart beats to beat death
Here you feel her in your every breath

The eyes gleaming in the night of despair
Glare at you saying a silent little prayer

She came as a wave dressed like a storm
Now she hangs like a painting deform

You still look at the shore from a distance
In attempt to forget her withering existence

The glimpse of shadow in light of dark
He burned her heart of paperwork
Spilled gasoline of demise to soak her
She swallowed the fire of his pride
Erased from surface of existence
He catapulted her to demonic inferno
A monster cloaked in red and smoke
Worshipped the goddess of golden hate

winter walks with him
death smiled at him
the king of ruins
masquerading like Satan
he speaks acrid language
intense and vile
jolts wildness with each step
runs on hatred boulevard
he feeds on venom
a cold blooded serpent
heinous as hell
a heart of stone

Come catch me in your paper plane
Baby I am waiting for you in rain
Say my name for wind to carry it
Watch the rainbow and the day lit
Let the sky see us together
Lost profoundly in each other
Pull me in and hold me near
Squash all my lucid fears

Once he dive into the memories
He wouldn't want to come out
Moments he kept safe inside
The assets of the prisoner
He lurks around frequently
A visitor of fantasy land
Strolling with perseverance
The slave of his own mind

My heart beats in your chest
Twists and turns within you
The words that leave your lips
Heavier than the mountains
So I care less about universe
When you're my axis of rotation
Those eyes can sear the skies
Killing the world in a beam
You are a hurricane unleashed
I never stood a chance in life

On the mission of self destruction
He craved his own devastation
So he lit a new cigarette
After one too many
He took a long lazy pull
Clearing his fuzzy mind
Killing his own monsters
Smoke filled his lungs
Soft puffs left his lips
He inhaled sharply
To burn out his demons
To ashen his thoughts
The screaming subsides
His worries fell quietly
With ashes to the ground
Subtracting from his life

He is her favourite addiction
Her worst nightmare, and only refuge


His lips are her heaven, his words her hell
He gave her life, and took away her breaths

Light scattered
A star shattered
Moon she remain unstirred
Gloriously she flared
Slow wind chants
Silent flowers dance
Shadows in night crawl
Intensely darkness fall
Softly the sky cries
As the little star dies

YOU SUMMONED YOU BELLOWED ME INTO THE DARK
MY THOUSAND SUNS BURNED DAY AND NIGHT FOR YOU
YOU CALLED MY NAME REPEATEDLY TO DISINTEGRATE
ONE INSOLENT LOOK KILLED MY DEMONS UNREST
FROM YOU TO ME DISTANCE GREW INVECTIVE
YOU STOOD NEXT TO ME TO WATCH ME FALL
IN THOSE INERT SOLEMN EYES I STUMBLE
FLOWERS AND SUNSHINE HIDE BENEATH YOUR FEET
RESTRAINED YOU PUSHED ME TO GALLOWS
THERE I PERISHED INTO INCOMPLETE REBIRTH DEMISE

She came to consciousness abruptly
Devoid of his embrace around her
With a piece of dream spilling in
Where he held her close in his arms
She longed for the warm scent
Tangled touches surreal and pure
Holy white love trapped in sheets
Where they were together forever

I crave your soothing voice
To fill the holes of my soul
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I have Withheld
The tears just fell

Burning the bridges
Turning the pages

I am walking the distance
From your mighty existence

Towards a new land
With feelings banned

A heart a mess I carry within
You are no longer under my skin

On the paper of life
We wrote the stories
Of love and emotions
With the ink of pain
Dusted with the glitter
Of broken dreams
The words of loss
Bleeding from the pen
An unfinished tale
Of ruined beings

He woke up smiling
Next to his dear miracle
He doesn't wanna miss
Tangled in her dreams
Only she is his dream
Came to life for him

Crippling silence hold your tongue
When you talk from your fingertips
Flaming game you walk with fame
Sad kisses you leave on my lips

They say she has your devious heart
All I touch is your disfigured soul
When I get lost in your wild eyes
I get nothing but my aching soul

You are flawlessly worn out of life
Like diamonds your pretty face shine
A promise to lit up my crazy world
I wish they will say you were mine

I walk alone through the city streets
You are never alone on Friday nights
Twisting and turning your fate around
You went in the gates under the lights

Don't make me sad while I fight
Loving you is never enough
Tough love you seek and I cry
You see my pain just blue bluff

Distorting desires keeps you high
I can see you slowly going insane
I am so scared like a little child
Now you kiss me in the pouring rain

Lost Angel Come Home
Before The Night Sets In
Before The Day Burn Out
Brain Damage Calls For You
Tomorrow Is Forbidden Fruit
Yesterday Died In Refute
Let's Go For A Walk Together
Sunset Dream Back in Boulevard
Yellow Rusty Bridge To Cross
Cold Black Roads Dusty Avenues

When your rainbow colors
Will not haunt my darkness

When you will cease the mighty sun
To save me from the tormenting light

When you will cross all your lines
Maybe you will have pieces of my heart

I saw the way you see her
You love what you see
She is all you want
You need her more
I love you I don't know
You don't care anyway
I hate that I want you
She is everything for you
All that I want to be
You like her more and more
While I cry silent tears alone
I need you to need me
You know that I need you
You chose her and walked away

I heard you say it loud again
You never called my name
All the voices in my head
Love you and curse the pain
Nothing is wrong with my heart
It is addicted to unrequited love
You can't give me the dream
They say you are not mine

He is the majestic mess on the paper
Colored chaos frayed on the edges
A sweet poem that breathes
A bursting frenzied sunrise
He is grey smoke rising to sky
I am mesmerized in disdain
We made a hurricane out of ashes
Now it is just a paper with ink spill
He pulled away and I am still next to him
Keeps saying all we had was only an illusion
He is a shadow I chased in the darkness
I am trying to hold on to you through cracks
My scars are too nascent to keep you in
He is the wind raging through broken glass
I am covered in the sheath of pains growing
Left without a word and you wanted a goodbye
Can't hold onto hope of us fitting back together

I write more about you
I think less about you

I am the darkness in day
Faraway from you

Melancholy has settled in
In the place meant for you

There is a light in the corner
Shining in bright like you

My petals are crumpled dry
My fragrance remains in you

Lost in cold desert of memories
Travellers can never find you

He feeds
His ego
Through
Her
Sadness
She burns
Herself
For him
Nothing left
Just
Her ashes

All I was.....
Your summer dream

Since when you become
A voice inside my head
Half of me that's still missing
My misplaced puzzle piece
Fuel of desperation and need
A last ray of dying hope

Glimpse of a dream
Hard she fell
Without a scream
Down the stairwell

There is a face on every turn
She took over the grim
Seeing the bridges burn
In the fire never goes dim

A heart frayed at the seam
All the brokenness remains
After all it was only just a dream
Now is the time to break the chains

Sinister fluid of words
You pour drop by drop
Oh my darling!
The poison I seek
I drink to live
Sips of temptation
Lure me to you
Wine of madness
From the chalice
Of your sparkly lips