She lays down in bed-sheets red and retreats into her mind agonizing over answers to questions, answers she will never find. This isn’t the first time.
The sun and the moon waltz through the skies watched through clouded eyes the pair reminds her how alone she feels inside, the disconnect that’s in her mind. It won’t be the last time.
The wind batters her with rain she is tired, broken… ashamed. She doesn’t know your name and you don’t know hers, it’s time for that to change. Loneliness is the bastion of the mind, don’t look for answers you will never find.
People are so scared To be themselves It makes me sad As I shuffle from side to side On the concrete walk Dreaming of pussy That tastes like pears And kisses Listening to psychedelic ramblings Through inner workings Of gears we all have But fail to use....
I see buildings that look the same Full of goobers doing groupthink things And the thought comes back that I am a square peg in a round hole Never dying to get in But trying to look like I'm not up to know good....
It's OK to cry if yer a guy I do it all the time And I am not mushed up yet I still get hard And can chop wood Though I don't drink that beer Because I'm smoking that Reefer...
Sitting on the grass in City Park Watching the ducks go by I know that it doesn't really matter But I miss her And if I could I would tell her I was sorry.
I live in fantasies that always reveal elaborate truths:
They say as you age, time begins to tick by. Quickly, I've seen the truth of this scary yet unstoppable belief. In this moment, I have the power & ability to make the most out of my time on this Earth. I chose, to live. Shalom
Unconditional love Amazing journey above Truth or Lie? Or just one more catchphrase? . Freedom or the Cage Freedom in a cage Hard decision We have to make . Complexity and fluidity Loving without condition Behavior versus a feeling No more restriction . Non-attachments No chains or anchors. Spread your wings Start to fly above
I sometimes find myself wondering what my life would be like if I hadn't met you. Would I be the person I am now? Would I have more freedom? Would I have less freedom? Would I be happier? Would I be sadder? I tend to think that we are put in certain situations to test our strength and our abilities to either move on or give up, BUT now I'm not so sure... Are we being tested? Are we being watched? Are our lives being planned out as we speak? So many questions and very little answers. Maybe we are supposed to live the pros and cons of life but maybe I'm just over thinking.