Never believe that you are anything less than my forever.

there are times
when i want to hold you
here in my arms
close to my heart
and then there are times
when i dream about us
and you
mainly just you
but the ways i want you
and in that time
you also hold someone else
in your arms
close to your heart
and i realize
that is the only time
i couldn’t feel
more broken
knowing you
will never be mine
to love

How do I save you from your fate so bittersweet
It is filled with love, but not by me
How do I free you from your destiny
That is completely lacking me?

How do I put myself next to you
To walk along with you in this life
How do I take your hand in mind
And make you feel alright?

How can I buy you flowers
If you are not mine
How can I tell you that I love you
If you are not by my side?

I love the things you like about yourself
But I love the things you hate, the most.

i set the world on fire
and i called it my own.

At Night...
when dark would
utter bout my fears..
and when my beats stops,
Will u be my Spark?
To guard me out through the fear.

At Day...
when life would
be numb due to..
memories so alive,
Will u be my Charm?
To absorb the bitterness
of my Life.

At Home,
when the walls will
remind me of ur face...
holds the image of urs,
Will u be my Wish?
To help me grant a moment with u.

At Death,
when my soul will
heed for ur name...
and my tears will be dry,
Will u be my Bed?
To help me sleep peacefully ever.

Rather,
Again at Night when  
dark talks bout fear...
I'll discover u in words
and enfold in my rhymes
to utter u million times...
without asking u,
Will u be my Poem?

there are days where it's like cold rain pours over me
soaking me to the bone
leaving me weighed down and heavy
left to wring out my clothes and my soul with all the energy I have left

when my brain is overcast and I just can't see the sun
you're there to bring the blue back to my eyes and shower me in warmth
leaving me feeling golden
pouring all you can give into me
feeding my roots and helping me bloom,
so that I can be brighter

I want to sleep with you
and by that I don’t mean to make love to you.
I mean, I do want to do that with you too,
but what I mean here is to literally sleep with you;
beside you,
near you!

I want to close my eyes
and feel your body real close to mine.
I want to open my eyes
and give thanks to God for having you by my side.

If any little word of mine
may make some heart the lighter,
If any simple song of mine
may make some life the brighter,
God, let me speak that little word
and take my bit of singing.
Then plant it in some desolate vale
to keep the echoes ringing...