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Xallan 5d
my hands are round instead of flat, now if only
my thoughts were stored in my hands
my brains and some motor control
some real talent besides empty words
my hands are similar enough to my mind

my thinking has become soft and flabby
my digits do the same wrong movements
I refrain from stretching out for what I want
my skin is so delicate I fear I may tear it
my cells liable to break under slight duress

my fingers small and deformed, clumsy
always falling short when I reach for the bar
my fingertips live in a numb icy nether
my circulation is clearly beyond subpar
my heartbeat second-rate and slowing

I wonder why my immense sky is so limiting
my body is my graven image I dare not pray to
my manifestation of an inferior mind
my burning bush is barely a flicker
as time oxidizes my single lonely existence
Haylin Feb 1
She was the devil if the devil's curse was ****
He was  a worshiper, her body his altar
They represented disdain through all who knew them
But she was a drug and He was addicted
You want something of me,
That much I can see.
But what could it be?
Take me down and set me free!
Myrrdin Jan 28
All my life I have kneeled down at your altar
Sacrificing my innocence and self worth
A lamb who's blood would gain me favor
"the Father, from whom are all things and for whom we exist"
Yes, I worshipped you like a God I was afraid of
Old Testament wrath brewed in our home
And I readied myself to **** what I loved
As Abraham would, as sheep do for their shepherds
For I knew my creator loved me, and called me love
"For he disciplines those he loves, and he punishes each one he accepts as his child. "
By the stripes inflicted upon me I would be freed
Of this shame and unworthiness you bestowed

But it turns out "Father" does not mean "God"
Sometimes it just means "alcoholic"
Sometimes discipline just means abuse
My faith is now placed in me, and the God that made us both.
Mayur dembda Jan 26
She carried that petite black dress
Small and delicately build, Sleeveless and backless
I Had no clue what she was posing for
But trying to hint, getting to me, Step by step.
 
She made me isolated
Removes the only pin and reveals the mystery
**** it felt like the secret was out
Her body covered with nothing but nakedness.
 
Reaching my core and my desire.
She popped the champagne the way no one could have and already had me stunned.
Then she made me furious and energetic
But postpones until we had our drinks done.
 
My lips were unused, I was still dressed
Making me more uncomfortable.
She orders me to lie on the bed
And enters with all the power and inclination.
 
As I was laid back and felt the flood of emotions
With the captivating smell of the candles.
She felt herself, I felt her
Wetter than any weather
Warmer than any animal
 
Stripped my skin through her lips
Made my comfort in her discomfort
When In world no one leaves their nakedness open.
that day I deified a stranger’s body.
Explicit and strong language.
Bard Jan 23
Rolling dice in the garden of eden
Take chances so my heart will keep beatin
Got a bad hand but I'm still goin all in
Greed and avarice is my choice of sin

Gold chains are what I want  choking my throat
A sinking feeling on a sailing boat
Need gratification to stay afloat
Feelin sick I'm greener than my banknotes

Take risks play games with my life for a chance
My life interwoven with my finance
Paper and tokens have me entranced
Material things have me romanced

Things always there when I reach for em
Name your price and ill hit the atm
Ask for my soul and its no problem
Losin blood, sweat, and tears its no problem

Love can be bought
Friends can be bought
People can be bought
Rights can be bought

Money and chance is what I call god
I have lived life committing fraud
When life is so deeply flawed
You have to make your own god

Worship something in a sea of nothing
Statistic and chance the sweet nothing
Of something intangible feels so loving
Imaginary value and numbers my calling
‪I am no woman of god, but watching you fall sleep is a religious experience‬

I am no believer in the afterlife, but I’ll end this lifetime just to know you again in another

I am not of strong faith, but before you my entire soul kneels

I am no Greek goddess, but I will drink every last bit of you until you flow like ichor in my veins

‪And I am no temple, no mosque nor church, but call me your sanctuary and lay your prayers unto me‬

‪You know I am no holy woman, but with you, I never want to be one‬
Daisy Dec 2018
Beautiful people and beautiful things,
Glamorous and dangerous,
lovers and haters,
Blood and diamond,
Money and fancy cars,
So precious and luxurious,
But my god is so gracious,
And I’m trying to make him understand that I’m glorious,
I think that he’s cautious in this world so fallacious.
I deserve all the luxury and deluxe,
Gobs of bucks but then also life still *****.

Money is love,
Worship it all above,
Bow down to the bank right now.

Sparkling in the light, write my name on the stars,
I'm one against the world, wait for the wars,
Sometimes I feel that I have everything,
And then in the twinkling of an eye, I feel like my feelings are lying,
I deserve to shine brighter than sunshine,
This big bad hopeless world is mine,
But I want opulence and God,
No offense to the God, but sometimes I feel I'm the lord,
A ****** thought, I just need lot-lot.

Money is love,
Worship it all above,
Bow down to the bank right now.

I Kiss the rain,
I Kiss the pain,
*******, I kiss Mary Jane,
And I kiss my man,
All I like about him is his money and his gold chain,
My life is in vain, anyway,
His days are less, he might die any day,
But we'll be in love forever,
I don’t know how to Say Bye to my lover.

Money is love,
Worship it all above,
Bow down to the bank right now.

They say I'm a careless, restless and unsatisfied girl,
I'm feeling happy, no I always have blues,
It's not something I choose,
My freedom, I misuse,
My old man, I abuse,
Am I bad and immoral? I refuse,
I love to drink, Orange Juice,
And I'm the beauty Queen of excuse.

Money is love,
Worship it all above,
Bow down to the bank right now.
krahisunknown Dec 2018
bring me to my surface and taste every drop.
release me of my stress and help me overflow my sins into you.
devour the pain and leave pleasure in its place.
let me worship every inch of your masculinity.
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