how long has it been
where have you gone
was it worth all the grief
being gone for so long
it will never be the same
no matter how hard you try
where have you gone
do you have NO reply
now that you're back
the change is quite clear
you're not who you were
you’re something to fear
what did you do
you were gone so long
what did you see
you really moved on

  Brian Hill -2020 # 56

the threshold to tomorrow is stalking us
is there destiny in the indifference
the indifference and concern with what is the future
we should all be the masters of what is to occur
go carefully with all the realities that exist
they are there and need to be discovered

Brian Hill - 2020 # 54

disappear into your own mind
what do you see
is it vast and empty
is it filled with misconceptions of past memories
can you escape
do you want to escape
how do you comprehend and recognize the genuine

Brian Hill - 2020 # 53

the whole intention of life is to get through it
there is no instruction manual
there is no easy way to explain it to someone
you are conceived and you die
your journey is not predetermined
your voyage can be altered
your trip around the sun is your own unique ordeal
put your seat belt on and enjoy the ride...!

Brian Hill - 2020 # 52

it’s natural to want and to feel
it’s natural to desire and to love
it’s natural to seek and to learn
it’s natural to use all of things to fulfill
to fulfill your existence
to fulfill your space
to precisely be, the BE, you are to be

Brian Hill - 2020 # 49

navigating yourself along the corridor of decisions
realizing and executing are not the same behavior
viewpoints from the passageway have to be rearranged
choose wisely and make it a meaningful decision

Brian Hill - 2020 # 47

fixed in our memories is an ever-present somebody
someone that has survived many levels of mind evolution
good or bad, that someone has remained within
in there, in your psyche, just whispering small hints
glimmers of past experiences shared
how and why are those reflections still existing

Brian Hill - 2020 # 46

the threshold of our reality is disturbing
day after day disruptions in the airwaves block sensibility
airwaves, that before, were comfortable to play in
where is it safe to tinker today

Brian Hill - 2020 # 45

dimensions of all mentalities seems to be on hold
the blindness that has succumbed the nation is epidemic
will a cure exist while we still have time to breathe
will the orange fog triumph in the end
will the dimensions ever see normal perceptions again

Brian Hill - 2020 # 42

superstitions can be suggestive
curse your curious mind
deliver unexpected beliefs
take away your imagination
leave you with indifferent thoughts

so what
be curious and indifferent
take on the unexpected
be that one to ask why?

Brian Hill - 2020 # 41

astonished by the relentless pounding of my mind
the threshold has been reached, breached, and unleashed
unleashed to the smugness and complacency within themselves
can you hear the outrageous containment
can they exist in harmony
what to do, oh what to do

Brian Hill - 2020 # 40

enormous and graceful hands reached out
hands glistening with sweat and pain
pain from years of hard and intense toil
searching the world for his one authentic desire
the desire to save me....
me, the one item in his life that did not need saving
who is he to think that
who am I to refuse

Brian Hill - 2020 # 38

Examine yourself
Which direction should you go
You do have choices

Brian Hill - 2020 # 37

Live every day the best that you can
You will never know, how long it will span
Take on each day, with a new and fresh view
See how high you can go, how far you pursue

Don't be afraid, of the scary things in life
They're there for a reason, that reason is strife
If it all was green, you would never know red
Would you even know blue, or just be mislead

Live each day the best that you can
You will never know, how long it will span
Remember this note, it's the same for all
You live many days, but get only one fall

Bran Hill - 2020 # 36

There is no me, without you
There is no us, without fuss
A little commotion keeps us in motion
We all need love to stay above
If you're able to care, are you able to share
It's the little things we know that help us to grow
It makes the world where we live, a world where we give

Brian Hill - 2020 # 34

Of course, masterpieces of the mind, require sensationalism
Returning to the womb to re-visit the beginning
This journey is one extraordinarily odd voyage
Can it be achieved

Brian Hill - 2020 # 33

Walking through the memories of mindlessness
Attempting to see what has been and not what will be
This is the understanding and awareness of historical events
Is this experience worthy of our amazement and discovery

Of course
We have to see what has been to prepare for what is yet to come...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 32

Confidence in all of us is attached and frigid
Opportunities will always survive and be there
The burning desire to better ourselves is genuine
Can we really be so ignorant to believe that someone or something can stop us
I THINK NOT  

Brian Hill - 2020 # 31

Skeptical views disorient the pleasure of not understanding
Not understanding the viewpoint right in front of you
Truth or misconceptions will unfold if you endorse the information
Just saying...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 30

Deep down in my soul
I know
Bring back my eyes

Take away the fear
Let me have that last joke
Let me know that it still exists

Does it
Does it exist
Please, deep down I know
Don't I

Brian Hill - 2020 # 29

distraction can touch
touch in manners that are not familiar
memory claws will reach out
touching with thoughts forgotten
past awareness may re-enter
making effort to build on those remembrances

Brian Hill - 2020 # 28

After the sun sets
Darkness comes
Pure total darkness

Brian Hill - # 24

My eyes were opened
Many clouds
Sunshine will follow

Brian Hill - 2020 # 23

Potatoism...?

I've met myself a potatoist
She claims she is, so all over it
She likes potatoes, she said she does
If she eats too many she goes all a buzz
I'm not really sure how the subject arose
I only just know, that it did, I suppose
Potatoism is the word that she said
A potatoist eats potatoes and potatoism will spread....

Jelly, my Granddaughter, is the young Potatoism Potatoist.
Got to love a new word....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 22

Can you recycle
It's the same as repurpose
Improve with your change

Brian Hill - 2020 # 21

Feel Life - Haiku

seek the vibrations
let them penetrate your mind
feel the drunkenness

Brian Hill - 2020 # 19

The existence of artificial expression has given purpose to some
Not being able to accurately process and enjoy reality is the reason
WHY?

Brian Hill -2020 # 18

Experiment with insignificant moments that come your way
Simplicity and magic often accompany each other
Do not be afraid of the enchantment
Be, just be....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 17

Now is the time to act out
Secrets among our reality will not be left alone
False attempts continue to bring itself into our lives daily
Now is the time to act out....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 16

We can’t see the problem because we’re too near.
Step back and review, it may get more clear...
I’m sure we all know this, but we often forget
We have to believe it, so we can re-set....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 15

What is it to you
Did somebody make you mad
Deep breath and move on....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 14

News is depressing
Are the state of things that bad
Waiting for some change

Brian Hill - 2020 # 13

Conditions got worse
The cold swept in unaware
Dropping temperatures

Brian Hill - 2020 # 12

You forgot something
The dream is fading away
What are you to do

Brian Hill - 2020 # 11

What IS it about
It changes without notice
What WAS it about

Brian Hill - 2020 # 10

Where is the safe zone
I heard life can be scary
Don't try it alone

Brian Hill - 2020 # 7

In our life, we only have so much time
We cross paths with people whose time is theirs
When we meet and share time, who decides who's time was used
If it was truly shared, both should come away with balanced reflections
Share your time, share yourself, make it count....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 7

Each day we are here should be loved with great cheer
Should be prized as a win as we set out to begin
To begin a new day is a prize I would say
Honor this chance to spread love in your dance...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 6

There are too many frogs in the pond
What do you do when you are so blonde
How and why are you so unique
You grew up here and came from the same creek
Sometimes you're treated with crazy mistrust
And all you can do is try to adjust
Who you are and how you appear
Seems to be, sometimes, a reason to fear
Trying to blend in when all frogs are gray
Exists in all places and should be okay
You jump and swim the same way as them
You have the same feelings and you don't condemn
There are too many frogs in the pond

Brian Hill - 2020 # 5

Every day is new and fresh
Every day is different
How is your Mindset
Every day will bring unique possibilities
Every day will become Yesterday
How is your Mindset
Are you willing to sacrifice one day
Are you ready for The Day
Are you prepared
Ponder what today will bring

Brian Hill - 2020 # 4

The whole decade thing came at us fast
Or did it
Was it really, what, 10 years?
*** (where the f¥€k did it go)
Surprising that it passes and so many people missed it
DO NOT miss the next one
Jump right in and start it robustly

Just mumbling some morning banter.....
I didn't even realise it was Friday...****
Brian Hill -2020 # 203

Starting out the new year with memories going back
Reflecting on just what I did or what it was I lacked
I find myself being quite surprised and really sort of dazed
To have the memories that I have of all the changes made

Moving from the mountains to the desert of red sand
From the snow-covered hills and the pine trees oh so grand
From having all four seasons to only having two
Sometimes can make you crazy but never feeling blue

The skies here in the desert, are always very clear
When back up North the skies are gray and tend to make you tear
Moving down has given me a new look at my life
Another chapter, another poem, having coffee with my wife....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 2

In a room filled with bubbles
Take notice of the little ones
The little ones travel the distance because they survive commotion
We are in a new year and decade, pay attention to the little things
Stay away from commotional chaos
Have a terrific introductory day to fresh beginnings

Brian Hill - 2020 # 1

Happy New Year

The year is over and we like to look back
What did we accomplish and was it on track
Was the plan to finish, a particular thing
Or take on the world with prayer and a swing
Whatever we wished for, I hope we achieved
It's all new tomorrow and are we relieved

Brian Hill - 2019 # 328

Are there limits to what you dream
Has any time been exhausted in reference to boundaries
Dreams are only limited by the borders within
Within your dreams, fantasies, pursuits, goals, and life
Believe in ”No Boundaries”

Brian Hill - 2019 # 328

Assuming you knew
How is it that you did not
Did no one tell you?

Brian Hill - 2019 # 327

What is about the wind that comforts or troubles one
The constant howling as it bends and swirls through barriers
Trees waving their branches as it engulfs and swallows them up
Moving water past their natural breaks
Changing the landscape of deserts like a painter with his canvas
Sand dunes creating new and ever-shifting raw formations
And when it ends...
The silence is unexpected and so, so quiet

Brian Hill - 2019 # 326