nowadays, I cannot tell which is worse: the pain I felt knowing that one day I would lose you, or the pain I feel now that you're gone. . . . . . . pain is the only thing you've left me with, but I am scared to let it go... it's the only part of me that you will never get to know.
You can do whatever you want! And what you do today, will bring fruits and consequences tomorrow. Sometimes that tomorrow might be the next year, but it is still wonderful.
We only **** and find life hard when we start talking to ourselves about ourselves, and call it "other people's opinion". What a dumb concept. You don't believe in mind reading yet you believe that this voice in your head really mirrors what other people are saying! Like you don't recognize that voice? It always has the same tonality, comes up with the same arguments and bold ridiculous logic, yet you still believe it belongs to everybody but you! This is the stupidest thing people do, and we are so many doing it, we think it's sane. That right here is the proof that we are living in a "political" world. This means, as long as the majority accepts or denies something, it is bound to be true, and the few ones that don't adhere are considered marginal and will be treated as threats. Don't you believe me? Try it.
They've been sending me sympathy cards in the mail And Stopping me in the streets to say how sorry they are That You left me so suddenly not so long ago Daddy They ask me how I'm doing Like My entire being isn't a shrine to your memory The Photo on the post office wall is simply my face in a crowd Daddy I'm afraid for what comes next And I miss you And I miss you And I