Loving you is easier than,
loving someone new.
Its all i know.
You've been gone for a few-
you've changed, loving someone new.
But i'm still me.
Still in our same routine.
Still siting on your field till the moon beams.
The euphoria whirling in my gut-
comprehending the thought of running
Watching the blinding sun is easier than,
watching you move on.
You played me like a con.
Told me were made for each other.
Told me everything was going to be smoother-
now that were together.
If only you knew every breathe i took was for you.
If only you believed in us like you promised to.
I want to go back to easy december.
Just so i can remember,
what it felt like to be,
loved by you.
I struggle when I have to write
rhyme you see naturally I'm slight
towards the free verse, trying to get
it perfect, just right I start to sweat.
My words syllables are just what ever
comes in to my mind, Im not words clever.
For some this comes naturally, I have to
use sites as my words need to be next in que.
But to some this is a natural progression,
is it for me worth it which is the question?
We say to learn is to elevate ourselves higher.
Using this metaphor in hope I don't misfire.
I'm poetic blue, I write on cold white warming
it up with words, hopefully there correctly forming.
Me I **** at rhyme, I have to use a site, as for some this is natural as I`m free verse. So i get blue with how long i take to write ones that do but I`m learning and getting better the more i try
The kingfisher lazily perched today
as a sorry river sloped below
fish so visible that fishing
felt like cheating
But, y’know, gift horses and such,
and a full mouth for the nest
is best for everyone
though glimmer and flash
are rarely seen without challenge
we all need a dose of easy pickings
to even the game
Now I know where it is, I finally saw it sit still. Beautiful things.
Blue like the summer sky
Calm like the sound of the ocean
The only notion worth making
Calming my soul to the core
Fingers combing through my hair
Hearing him whisper
Not always do you need to stay afloat,
𝐸𝑎𝑠𝑦 - let the waves take you,
For once, take in the senseless blue
Paddle still, paddle through
Breathe in the abeyance;
Silence isn't always a determining hue.
Ease down, you will make it through.
Do you feel how broken we are ,
Both of us miserably broken .
Yet one is trying to hold the other ,
And the other is trying to figure out his own .
How unfair this love has become .
You just whispered to me you love me ,
And I've made you my soul .
I didn't want this kind of love .
Where you'll push me , stab me with silence everyday .
And whenever you want to love me you'll pull me closer .
But have you even realise every single behavior of yours was a slap on my face .
I could see where the cracks and how my love for you is seeping through my fingers.
I wish you were here to give me hand to hold that love .
You're were so much to me , how much was i for you ? Don't say .
I was knitting this beautiful love around you but when I look back i saw you unknotting .
I was giving effort and it bacame effortless to you .
I love so easily i just can't get over that easily .
I will never forgive you for loving me and making me feel unloved .
I will never forgive you thinking that I will get settled with someone else easily .
I will never forgive you for thinking that I will unlove you easily
I will never forgive you for thinking I will move on easily .
I will never forgive you for thinking that I can replace you with someone else .
I will forgive everything that hurt me , how loving you hurt me , i will forgive everything about you. I just can't forgive your thinking .
I love you but I can't go back where respect does not dwell .
No matter how much you love someone you can't hurt them easily and get back to them without even feeling guilty. You know what does that mean ..?? She's your products you can pick and threw whenever you want . You can hurt and expect to heal by themselves . Once you lose them , you're lost forever.
I love you until the end. I will draw the end .
If she's easy just like
How she was easy
Then what does make you?
I look out my bedroom window,
Searching for something unknown
What is it I want? What do I seek?
If only my heart can speak.
Do I yearn for something bigger
Than the life I am leading that's smaller?
Do I long to walk in the raging fire
Than give into life's pleasures?
Yes, taking the easy way in life is nice
But where's the fun? Where's the spice
In staying in the same, comfortable spot?
What a terrifying thought!
No. The breezy life isn't for me
Let me hurt, let me run free.