When I watch you being a dad... I love you. When I see you smile and laugh... I love you. When I see the boys getting along and wanting your attention... I love you. When I see you trying... I love you.
But there are also times when I feel stupid and hurt...
When you yell at us even though you know you shouldn't... When you get upset for the kids being kids... When you put them down with the words you say not even realizing that you're hurting them or me... When you call me names... When you forget to do things you say you will... When you stop trying because I've stopped asking...
fixed in our memories is an ever-present somebody someone that has survived many levels of mind evolution good or bad, that someone has remained within in there, in your psyche, just whispering small hints glimmers of past experiences shared how and why are those reflections still existing
Like a droplet in a river we travel. No clue of direction. Yet we ever flow through the path carved out of us by an entity unknown. Slowly we reach, yet unaware of it, to our destination. Then we fall, by the millions unto the next flow of life.
The leaky pipes that keeps me up at night The constant snore The distant cough And the leaky pipe that keeps me up at night The wind whispers The vicious growl And the leaky pipes that keeps me up at night.
-tossing and turning j.j.
The Moon, she laughs Because Even she knows The **** pipes will never be fixed.