every bit, every tiny bit i can feel the elephant foot through my chest, there is little to no breath, can i stop? god, if there is anything for me please don’t make it wait longer tell my future i won’t be coming earth is not my place, not anywhere i’ve been this is too much half my day i want to scream on the top of my lungs for help, for solitude, for no one why am i not heard yet?
maybe i should tell someone that my room is a mess like my head and i can’t keep it still, slowly filling my hands with anything i can find, i wont rest i cant rest i can’t let me go i have to become my future i promised i won’t go i promised things i can’t keep just let me go, my lungs have and the blood swells my chest my eyes aren’t smiling im sorry im not joyful like i used to be
Oh, there it goes again every once in a while it's the same feeling I wanna see you I wanna hold your hand and tell you about everything how I have felt and my imagination
I'm waiting, waiting, you don't know it but it's true can't get any word to write how it feels I don't know if the wait is love I wanna end the await and and tell you how I think about us forever
In my dreams, we're together laughing around and playing board games stealing the last piece of pizza from each other laying on the ground, pointing to the stars cuddling on winter nights and from there, who knows? maybe that will be our first kiss
Is it just me and my imagination? Oh, the feeling, the waiting, I can't wait anymore hold my hand and tell me its not my imagination, it's us!