Emma 1d
How can you not love him?
He has given you everything.
He has protected you throughout all.
He held you during the nightmares,
and the shakes,
and every single drinking episode
when you couldn't even remember yourself.

Why would you leave him,
and go back to someone who is as dangerous
as you.
The will never love you like he did.
The will take,
take,
take,
take everything away from you,
until you realize what you lost
and you long for the boy once more.

But, by then
the boy will love you no more.
He will be another name to add to your list;
your list of hearts broken,
because you couldn't see how good it really was.
You have always been drawn to the danger.
I guess you're finally
going to let it destroy you too,
just like it did to me.
If you want to be happy

You must not be so fuzzy and have so  smiley

Your spirit must be highly

See your enemy like ugly and they may be rashly

You must sacrifice for your lovely

And give the price your heart only

You must be by your lover only

Be happy when he" she "is happy

And not so sad the love be bad

You will soon lost your temper

And so you didn't find your lover
sacrifice to your love
Eyithen 2d
I had a dream
But not one I like

I was lonely
Though i wasn't alone

I can't remember
But do I want to?

Through open eyes Tears do spill
If not I don't sleep
I soon will
Regardless of your skin tone or status,
For every choice made, there will be
consequences
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 190 FOLLOWERS!!!
Really, I'm super grateful! ^-^
Lyn xxx
You and I we lived a lie
And spread it to the masses
I made sure to tidy up and wore rose tinted glasses
I saw the flags and all the bad but couldn't understand
I cried myself to sleep and stuck my head under the sand
But somehow baby I just never could be what you needed
Accusing me of everything, yet you're the one who cheated
Such a sad realization when you wake up to a stranger
That you somehow knew for years and yet your connection's weaker

So goodbye goodbye goodbye I walk out with a bang (Just like I walked in)
Goodbye, goodbye goodbye we'll never meet again (you should have listened)
I know I told you baby that this was til the end (for better or worse)
But eternity don't work for me, if youre hurting me, my friend (you were my curse)

You told me I was heartless when I left without a tear
I guess you didn't count all the times I cried those years
You wounded me in different ways in which I still can't heal
Still I was devoted, my hearts not an easy one to steal
I gave you enough chances, time and time again
If you really cared about me, than you should have listened
So call me this and call me that
I really dont give a fuck
I know that for some other man someday I'll be more than enough

So goodbye goodbye goodbye I walk out with a bang (Just like I walked in)
Goodbye, goodbye goodbye we'll never meet again (you should have listened)
I know I told you baby that this was til the end (for better or worse)
But eternity don't work for me, if youre hurting me, my friend (you were my curse)

How can I learn to trust again after such a failure?
You were just another waste of time, you weren't my savior
Sometimes I still think of things you said I get lost inside your lies
But I've grown so much since I stood my ground, you'll never realize
I won't allow myself to act stupid over another guy
I deserve the world and will except no less than the moon, the stars, and sky

So goodbye goodbye goodbye I walk out with a bang (Just like I walked in)
Goodbye, goodbye goodbye we'll never meet again (you should have listened)
I know I told you baby that this was til the end (for better or worse)
But eternity don't work for me, if youre hurting me, my friend (you were my curse)

Fast forward to the future and look how much I've grown
Can't believe how good I'm doing out here all on my own
I became my own support system, my own best friend
I don't need nobody else baby I got this til the end
But then a pair of eyes caught mine in a way I can't explain
They look not a thing like yours and I'm over the moon again
But this time will be different, this time Ill be stronger
I refuse to be abused or suffer any longer

So goodbye goodbye goodbye I walk out with a bang (Just like I walked in)
Goodbye, goodbye goodbye we'll never meet again (you should have listened)
I know I told you baby that this was til the end (for better or worse)
But eternity don't work for me, if youre hurting me, my friend (you were my curse)

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
I'm done with all your heartache
And I promise you by the time you notice what you threw away
I'll be someone else's cherished "mistake"
Without you,
it's my hope
to experience time,
once more.
Since I took
your smoke in
me, I've drifted, floating,
chasing highs.
Eventually,
what was low, became
intolerable. I
became intolerant,
of my worst mornings,
of my worst days.
In doing, I must have missed
at least a few magical nights.
I give your cloud up,
to those who
are better equipped
against developing
self destructive habits.
If I can't tell the difference
between influenced or not,
my guess is, I've been smoking this
not for fun at all, but to hide.
Time is mine to spend.
Lately, I'm losing it
through my loosened grip.
Kellin Aug 12
there was a time
i used to think
a Persian sunset flushing pink
was beautiful-
now i prefer
say an old marsh
with ruffled fur and
stranded branches,
bleached and queer,
like antlers of some
mythic deer.

everything grows,
no bad thing is forever.
Daisy Rae Aug 11
I have a tendency to find good people with bad intentions
Those that I believe to have a good heart but use others to their advantage  
Those that don’t think before they act
Those that say things they don’t actually feel
They exaggerate meanings of words and phrases that give me life
They take advantage of the love I so freely give
They leave once they’ve gotten you hooked - like a fish who was too naive to ignore the bait
They don’t mean to hurt you
They don’t realize that their actions will eventually break you
They apologize but the pain never goes away
Our fragile hearts break with every false word we realize they told us
The lies they fed to our hungry hearts
The things they did behind our backs
We break as they move along
We feel everything as they feel nothing
Good people with bad intentions are good pretenders
Their eyes light up when they’re around you
Their smiles spread from one ear to the other
Their words bring joy to your longing heart
But after awhile they become distant
They let the phone ring and complain of exhaustion
They rarely reply to your unending messages
The spark flitters away and their smile turns into a grimace
They drag you along until you’re fully dependent on their love
They leave you stranded with a used heart and broken soul
I keep telling myself these are good people who have bad intentions
But maybe these are just bad people
Maybe I still haven’t made myself believe that these people who intentionally hurt me aren’t good
They may seem good on the outside but they play a very believable game
One where you are the pawn and they push you whichever way they please
And they do so because you are a good person who has good intentions
You are rare as they come
Not many are good and not many have good intentions
Protect what you have and never let bad people with bad intentions rip away your goodness
You’ll find others like yourself, eventually
No love life.
And I don’t mind.

I like being alone, it’s simpler.
Not dealing with heartbreak and the depression of what relationships cause.

It’s simpler it’s better.
But I still have feelings.

                        With love,
                             Kirsten
V Exeter Aug 8
A "once was a child, now maladjusted" adult,
burns their bridges, on the run.
Run so fast, from shadows homing splinters of the past,
because, while some light shines,
other light leads your need for love
into its swamp's heart with its ghost fire,
a place so hidden within the wilds
you'll never find again,
nor return, to the tracks.

Bad light's
influence
buds, within.

You can run as fast as you like,
but you'll find yourself again.

Bad light's
influence
blooms, within.

The faster you run from,
the faster you wind up
heading towards.

Bad light
has the urge
to devour me.

I fight
to absorb
history, instead.
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