Hey... Someone hear me - now that he’s gone, he’s gone for good. Someone see me through this airless night, for the monster I am when I turn out the light.. Someone believe me... when I say my thoughts are stark, treacherous and dark. Someone tell me, a kind word or a soft humming song. Someone hold me - back from tempting abuse, for I’m dying to cut loose. Someone give me - a half arsed wave or a fraudulent smile, a ******* reason to stay alive.
I tent to delete messages I type out And think no I can’t send that. Thinking are you in love with them? Or just thought of them?
Going in and out of Dms thinking this is just a joke. I can mess everything up within 5 minutes. As I watch every second of the day go by getting either left on delivered or seen? I should just scream I’m out. I can’t do it anymore.
But I like to watch the jealously of someone else being jealous of things I’m doing. By calling me out on things all the time and trying to copy my behaviour... Girl I won’t even bother trying to shoot your shot.
I just want to spill the tea on your behaviour But I don’t wanna come across being a *****. If only you left me out of your little rant I wouldn’t be thinking of that. I just want to be left alone.
Yes I may like the same guy you do. But don’t involve me when I haven’t done anything. Like I’m over and out.
Worn dull, tired of lab grown language stone carved The way that can happen Not just the obvious sonant brutality acid bare knuckles Other words, shaped for obscurity slide ar o u nd and a ro un d and a r o u n d and Skirting certain description hiding behind Below like earth, unlike earth unverified, unburied, not bare