I must stop living within the feeling of this lie
That's why I'm here, to finally say Goodbye.
The lie: I am still in love with you
Deep down I know... that simply isn't true
Yes, I think about you every single day...
But you only exist in my mind, that's where you live, it's where you stay
Even further, it really isn't "you" that lives within me
A truth sometimes I force myself not to see
For you see, it can't be you that my emotions adore,
It has been over two years... I don't know "you" anymore
Although the you is so real in my head,
I understand the you I loved is long gone ... dead.
Therefore I can't love you Lindsey
Because "you" only exist in my head, as a memory
To be honest, I think I'm subconsciously afraid...
Giving you up means to become un-made
You are but just a memory
A memory that does not define me
Accepting this is the only way I can be free