Cutting of toxic people is better than cutting myself

Everybody has a  angel and an demon on there shoulder.
Sometimes the angel wants to **** the demon.
And sometimes the demon wants to **** the angel

The sun shining through the curtains
A line of sunlight on your face
Then I woke up

Hidden behind nature,
hands form a wall against the fire.

I made you cry,
Way to many times
But you keep saying that you're fine
And babe....
Am really trying to love you more and hurt you less.
Why won't i find a way?
I made you cry for a reason i don't get
But i can't get it of my chest.
So i still don't get why you love me?
Am just a bad dream,
That won't let you sleep.
It's messing with my head
Why won't i find a way to love you more and hurt less.

I ended all chapters.
But when will the book finish?

While rain pours down on the rooftop,

I finally feel calm
and
it's terrifying

Hello
Am here
Ur not
Still crying

Grab my waist and pull me slowly  body.
While we are dancing to music that's forgotten and will only exist in our memories.

One moment I'm broken and then I'm fine.
It's all all mess in my ****** up mind.

Two bags of little KitKat's.
Yeah,
You eat a lot when you feel depressed.

I stare at the mirror one again.
They only seem to notice the empty face and the black clothes.

You blush without the red face.

Your laugh
Your jokes
Your hair
Your touch
Your eyes
Your my love

"You are perfect just the way you are"
"Nobody is perfect"
Which one do i need to believe?

After that night I've never felt comfortable again.
Could've stayed because you had no reason to leave.

You were to selfish to give me a part of your happiness

The sound of the raindrops coming down from the sky calms down my mind

What if I came back.
What kind of impact would that have on you.
I thought about it many times.
I don't want to distract you from your happiness.

I tried
Please I tried
But I am tired

I want somebody to talk to.
I want to many things.
Only thinking about myself.
It isn't true.
I think about you all the time.

The way they fit on my body.
They look wrong, weird, strange.
They don't fit, they dont belong with me.

Curtains closed, old cups on my desk
Brightness fills my room
"Goodmorning baby"
A smile on my face, and motivation for the day comes my way

Your smile makes my mind go wild.

There were times that i was your "babe"
Times that i was your "world"
Times that i was your "everything"
What am i now?

Don't go to the bathroom.
Don't grab the scissors.
You'll be a disappointment.
You said to yourself that you're done with depression.
Like I can control it.
What was I thinking.
Blood dripping
Tears falling
Looking at the sun going down just like my happiness.

A promise is a wish that won't come true

I want those late nights, staring at your ******* smile.
You're making me fall harder than the first time.

Whisper in my ear:
"I'll never lose you."

Standing on the edge of the cliff.
Losing my balance.
Not falling slowly,
But quick.
Falling
Hit the ground.
Blood dripping on the ground.
While you could have offered me a hand.