To much informatie that my brain is trying to controle I can do it But not without you Not without your arms holding me Not without you whispering in my ear "All these things will go away as soon you relax and think about the things that you are overthinking of" It makes no sense
Well this is some **** I mean i don't know why i am going to share this
Without you, I will talk about people; Carry out all my responsibilities. I will be looking fine and work just enough, I will smile and breathe, Live an ordinary life like an ordinary person. But You know it well, dear, I am not an ordinary person and I don't live an ordinary life. I grow gardens and paint, Make people laugh and tell stories, I dance. With you, I can survive you being happiest with someone else, But without you, I am just a person And that's all I'll be when you're gone.
i cannot imagine my life without you. i do not want to actually. even the mention of you not being by my side, brings tears to my eyes. i love you so much. it hurts. i ask myself repeatedly, how did i function before you were in my life. and the answer is, i didnt. you bring a smile to my face when there are tears in my eyes. you are the little voice in the back of my mind reminding me that i am beautiful. that i am worth it. you are the reason that i wake up in the mornings and the reason that i do not sleep at night you are the reason that i have not killed myself yet you are the reason that i breathe the reason that my heart beats and the reason that i laugh. i do not know how in such a short period of time, you have has this such effect on me but from your smile to your cynical remarks to your memes to the little freckles on your back, i am more sure than i have ever been that i am in love with you.