it hurt when you didn't say i love you of course, it hurt but i was so good at hiding my feelings too good i laughed it of and later we joked about it but as soon as i was alone my smile broke and i heard my violently sobs becoming louder and louder but not a tear came i was cold a limp human body without a soul
let your depression soak up all your emotions that are left in that so called heart between your ribs
let your blade be the relief of your pain that is going to be the only feeling you’ll be left to feel after the ****** scars finally covered every part of your hips
let your negative thoughts control your life until the so called heart eventually shatters into its toxic broken pieces which reflect the emptiness in your eyes the stony hole in your chest now lost its ability to fix your soul
let yourself fully dive into the process of slowly dying inside
congratulations, you just lost the ability to feel and unlocked „survive“
ps: there’s no chance that you’ll ever again receive your ability to feel
she says i love you to everyone she knows, because she’s afraid it will be the last time she can. and i say it back, but it’s forced. and i struggle. for so long those words didn’t make sense to me. but now when i say them back to her, as she leaves my car, i mean them. but in a different way than she does.
Today I missed, and smile passed I am guilty to ignore so far Your jealousy give me sensation to love But your opinion is important! Right? Time is less, Every morning is lonely Thinking about you became the only job of mine Please be mine before the next sun shine I can't afford to have such a spouse in my entire life.