There were times that i was your "babe"
Times that i was your "world"
Times that i was your "everything"
What am i now?
I made you cry,
Way to many times
But you keep saying that you're fine
Am really trying to love you more and hurt you less.
Why won't i find a way?
I made you cry for a reason i don't get
But i can't get it of my chest.
So i still don't get why you love me?
Am just a bad dream,
That won't let you sleep.
It's messing with my head
Why won't i find a way to love you more and hurt less.
Hands all over me
Softly carressing all of me
Sensations I didn’t know I could feel
Is any of this
You lifted me up and laid me down
Skin to skin
Lips to lips
I felt your hands
Move down my hips
Your eyes so bright and blue
Bringing up these feelings
So strange and new
One night full of bliss
I would have to pay like this
A **** Boy
That’s all that you are
I see that now
Just a shooting star
You bring me hope and light
But you’re always gone
Before the end of the night
Boys will be boys
As if warning me
Not to trust
A word he said
my heart still breaks each time i think of you
tears still form each time you cross my mind
why does it still hurt so badly? why can i not get over?
i wish i could crawl out of my skin
each time i look in the mirror i can still see each part of myself that you loved the most
i still see love burning bright in my eyes
i wish the fire would ******* die
i wish i could stop being
if i wasn't me i wouldn't think of you
no recollection of any part of the wonder of you
i wish i could forget, i wish amnesia would hit
why does my heart still beat for you?
why would i still do everything you ever asked?
why is it so easy to fall in love but so horrible to fall out of?
why can't i forget everything i love about you and move on? you've done it easy enough
i can still feel my heart breaking
even i type each letter i can still feel my heart breaking
all i ever really feel anymore is my heart breaking
i didn't think it could continue, i thought all the pieces were already shattered
Beyond the chaos the beauty intertwines. the very essence truly one of a kind. voice of an angel song of a siren. You lure me over, like youre someone to confide in. See from the outside, the battle within. A war in its own right, to pull together and win. That kindred spirit. Turned out to be you. Who i've waited for.. Yet I never knew. You let me wander into this world of your own. To find a home together in this all alone. I'd carry you with me through the rising tide.. You would pull me under with a lies you cannot hide
A love song i started for someone years ago. I finished writing it after she split on me.. I could say it was for best.
Her beauty broke my brain.
Short hair, ***** blond
soft to the touch
which is what I longed
It is a thing of confusing dimensions
but she made my heart
stranger then abstract art.
The pink and purple petals
melted like liquid metal
then dripped like pastel paints,
diluting the cool blue pool
with strange smoky colors
that mirrored my pleasurable pain.
She crushed my skull
on glittering stones
before the steps that descend
deigning by design to end
in my workplace parking lot.
Slender figure form
with slightly sagging sections,
but she was strange and enticing
delicious as cake icing
and I was oh so hungry.
and chipped teeth
she was so sickly sweet
like candy ****.
With her strange personality
loving Star Wars fantasies
and all those horror movies
my dignity and self-control
swallowing the remnants
of a painfully broken soul.