110 The cursed number 110 In bone and blubber 110 The taste inescapable 110 My thoughts are nonsensical 110 Shrink it further 110 To be skinny I'd ****** 110 The burden of weight 110 All myself I hate.
"No offense but you're like really fat." this was said to me in second grade by another kid to be fair, yes i was an obese little second grader but i had been growing about three inches every year since i had turned three i don't believe this person was being inherently malicious but i will never forget their words and the way they made me feel
a shake weight table steak powdered sugar cigarette break burning in alcohol and corn flakes
a big ******* cluster-**** of broken noses and carefully crafted poses posting pictures of processed hipster's and blisters, ****-stirrers and culture twisters jockeying for a spot all melting in the ***
quiz show **** beads and fleshlight teenage dreams soaking through entitled suburban screens choking on plastic screams
chocolate dipped cancer fingers
city bus exhaust lingers
prescription bottle salvation bringers
and underneath it all the bible belt girdles the gurgling masses of glazed diabetes and frosted faith pooling in the belly of America
a fat flabby mess of snake oil boiling in stomach acid and pesticide
"welcome, honey! grab a seat anywhere you'd like --I'll be right with you!"
it hadn't been since aunt martha gave me the gift of a warm cinnamon hinted hot chocolate on that brisk winter day, had I felt such warmth from a kind hearted soul...hands heated, warm ceramic reviving my icicle ******* (slow) blood flow
the cinnamon sparkle that gleamed and aromatized my gibbous eyes giving me a sense of acknowledgement helping me to reach a state of full illumination emit unprecedented light
such kindness and welcoming feelings Wonka had encouraged me this way as I chewed my way through his half eaten golden ticket a delightful treat but my taste buds hadn't treated it toooo delightfully
thank you for giving me your time and many thanks for permitting me to give you mine
the best part of my day is seeing you
and if i ever said i wasted it away.... just remember out of the 7 billion people (1000 i really know) i chose to waste it away with you.