most people see me as
a happy person because
i laugh easily,
i smile a lot,
i joke a lot.

but deep down
in my heart,
i am fragile,
i can get hurt easily,
but i choose to not
show it to the world.

instead of being sad,
i choose to laugh to cover it.
maybe you can call me
"the queen of the mask"

by this,
you can tell
that most of the time
when I'm laughing,
I'm not really laughing,
i was trying so hard to hide
my sadness.
They smile because they made
Everyone laugh
But then they realize
Everyone was laughing
At them.
19.07.2018
You'll most likely only understand this if you've been in this situation.
22w
you’ll tell me you love me
and then when you leave
i’ll pretend the whole time that i didn’t see it coming.
i wish i didn't let you leave
eli 2d
thank you to the ones who have been there for me
at my darkest times
when I had no one else

thank you to the ones who were kind enough to let me in
and let me help you

thank you to the ones who brought a smile to my lonely days
the ones who always knew what to say

thank you to the ones who weren't fake
to the people who actually loved me
to the people who actually cared

thank you to the ones who left
I realize I never needed you to survive
and you were just a chapter of my life

and finally, thank you to me
for not giving up
for believing in yourself
thank you...
I'm just a fucking facade;
It's all just fucking facades.

It's just one god damn sheet of plywood,
painted all picturesque,
with smiles and hobbies and future
that's all.
And if you look behind it,
if you ever care enough,
to look through the painted windows,
or turn the drawn handle
on the brown scribbled door
you'd see a note.
All I am is a note.

Just one singular piece of paper,
with one crayon written line:

"Fooled you."
Okay, so I have been trying to be more positive as of lately but this is kinda a step backwards. But its also a relatively old poem, written maybe 6 months back. Enjoy.
All my smiles are fake.

Then you come,
And they become real.
He's probably the best thing happened to me
Jay Lewis Jul 13
I know for a fact you've been talking behind my back
You think you're so precious with your "butter wouldn't melt" in your mouth attack.
But your a new found narcissist no doubt about that.

What are the odds
that you'd even admit
Being so close,
to have a firm grip.
Now I see perfectly
You had to get close
to drive the dagger in deep.
Madison Smith Jul 13
I laugh,
I smile,
I play,
I don't feel it,
Any of it,
I am afraid I'm dying,
Slowly,
I am fading away,
Slowly,
I am numb to any joy,
I scream,
I cry,
I fall apart,
Slowly,
But you are numb when I do,
You don't see it,
You don't hear it,
I am dying,
Slowly,
And you won't remember me.
No matter how much I cry or scream, the only thing you will remember is my shell. You are blind and deaf to me. I'm dying
Glory Jul 12
I am young and poor
I study to become rich
At least that is what I am told

My parents love money
But not in a materialistic way
At least that's what they scream

They never asked if I wanted to be wealthy one day
They pushed and pushed
Because if I have money I will be happy

That's what they say anyway

But I don't need money
Instead, I pay in emotions
These long nights with no sleep are green notes
Every stanza I bleed is my bank account
Truly I have nothing
One day all this feeling inside of me will trickle out

Don't ask me to pay in silly gold coins
And the flattened faces of dead people
You already have everything that I am
Onomatopiyya Jul 12
Acted like strangers
But their lips met

Acted like lovers
But the love's for someone else

Acted like friends
But hated each other in the face

Acted like straights
But deep down they're gays

Why choose swell
When you can choose well

Why choose to fake
When you can choose to be true

Because nothing matters
Not even the truth
thanks for reading! comments are welcome ❤
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