The way they fit on my body.
They look wrong, weird, strange.
They don't fit, they dont belong with me.
Im struggling alot with my body image and my style and on top of that the judgement of others don't really help.
I wish somebody just came to my house and made me some outfits ****. Feel like im being dramatic but it really bothers me that I constantly feel like **** in my clothes.
Eventhough I'm a bit young, I just want to feel loved for once.
You blush without the red face.
Cleaning out my drafts
After that night I've never felt comfortable again.
Could've stayed because you had no reason to leave.
You were to selfish to give me a part of your happiness
Dyed my hair black, cut bangs and now I look like Edna from the Incredibles. No regrete
Sometimes it's nice to be lost in your own thoughts.
But I've been lost for to long.
I bought a cow bag. It's legit a cow plushie as a bag. HE NEEDS A NAME, SUGGEST SOME NAMES IN THE COMMENTS??
I was laying down, lost in my thoughts.
"Hey.." appeared on my screen
I woke up sadly
wished relationships with friends could last longer.
These emotions don't belong to me.
The sound of the raindrops coming down from the sky calms down my mind
I've been fighting alot with my parents, lucky the rain calmed my anger a bit.
Curtains closed, old cups on my desk
Brightness fills my room
A smile on my face, and motivation for the day comes my way
What the **** is this
Well what do you expect when you don't write for 3 months.
While rain pours down on the rooftop,
I finally feel calm
The unknown can be terrifying
Stay safe and don't forget to eat a cookie, you derseve it!
Let me escape.
Even if it's just for a few seconds.
I need to be away,
Just for a few seconds.
Give me what I need,
Just for a few seconds.
Break my mindset,
I posted???? For the first time??? In weeks???
Okay but wash your hands and stay inside, just do it please
My mind is on standby
I'm sick helppp
Every motion that you make,
Will lift me of the ground.
I'm so happy that you're around.
My latest poems kinda ****.
I'll come back when I have some good ****.
Your smile makes my mind go wild.
I got into a relationship AND SHE IS SO ******* PRETTY *** SOMEBODY HELP ME
What if I came back.
What kind of impact would that have on you.
I thought about it many times.
I don't want to distract you from your happiness.
In life you're the main character.
The main character doesn't die.
Unless you're a anime called banana fish.
That's show hits different ****.
Anyway, I don't like this poem at all, bc it sounds like an pinterest quote but I gotta come up with something.-.
It just keeps happening
I can hit the pause button as hard as I want
But it just keeps on repeating
I should be a sleep
Push your face into your pillow,
while tears come down your face.
Stop making heavy breahting noices,
your parents will hear you
I'm giving you a look into my life
I'm not okay anymore
I used to be a butterfly
But you turned me into a caterpillar
Ur going against nature bro, that **** ain't cool ****
The sun shining through the curtains
A line of sunlight on your face
Then I woke up
Ahah I said sike
We will find all the pieces that are gone.
Put them all together,
Squeeze your eyes and they won't see the scares.
I wanna be called Ray:)
It's pretty and it suits me
Not really doing anything
You said that you still have the picture of me.
And the only thing I wonder
That picture is the most ugliest thing that exists
That thing should be burned
I wanna laugh until I can't breathe with you
But I know I'll cry until I can't breathe
Why the **** is the poem here and not above
It's sad but true, I'd go to hell and back if I could go there with you
- Tate McRea
I love her voice too much hehe
One moment I'm broken and then I'm fine.
It's all all mess in my ****** up mind.
I wish I could respond to you but as soon I try, something rips inside of me
I want those late nights, staring at your ******* smile.
You're making me fall harder than the first time.
Whisper in my ear:
"I'll never lose you."
Iewh another love poem
From one conversation to your lips on mine.
So called you mine.
Biggest mistake of my lifeee
Every new connection
Brings pain and no happiness
I dislike this poem, idk why I am posting it
I stare at the mirror one again.
They only seem to notice the empty face and the black clothes.
Part 3 of Stereotypes! If you want to check out the other parts, they're all on my page!
I really like making this serie, not gonna lie. And alot of people seem to like it too, it's making me really enthusiastic.
I ended all chapters.
But when will the book finish?
Part 2 of stereotypes!
If you want to check out part 1, it's called artistic kid and you can find it on my page!
Everything is going slow.
The only thing that gots my attention
Idk what to fill in
Maybe leave a comment if you have an idea!
The only art I'm good at, is the art of being lonely.
I painted something at 3am in the morning and I don't want questions, only compliments.
People call it "******* up your mental health by doing to many things at one."
No it's called stretching your mind and running a marathon 24/7.
I'm tired but let's do another day to see if things change.
I said I was coming back but sike, you felt for it.
I walked these streets in October and it hit different then it did in November.
Maybe it's because I've changed
You were my good days.
Let's hope that I get over you in December.
You really took a toll on me but
you were right, it wasn't meant to be.
I think I'm back with making poems!?!?
It doesn't stop
Yes, I'm done
But still I keep coming for your smile
I haven't been posting alot lately, sorry. My mind is a mess and every word that pops up in my head seems wrong.
Deleting my feelings
And there gone
I had some beautiful words in my mind but the disappear like your love has left my life.
I GOT AN A FOR MY HISTORY TEST AND I'M SO PROUDDDD
You can't control feelings.
Feelings control you.
I thought about this while I was eating a whole cake by myself and I have no regrets.
That will never be the same.
I want your hands on my hips and your lips on mine.
But it will never happen.
I know it is me.
It is my fault.
I loved you so hard, for so long.
But I've known.
There is another one.
Who is making you feel better.
More than I could.
If I was home right now
Then the only thing that was home,
Was my body.
My life doesn't have a purpose anymore.
How did I get so fuckt up.
I wanna talk
But I know
That I won't control myself.
So that's why I stare at te white wall infront of me.
But who is me?
That's a question that no one can answer.
I feel like running away to England.
The best thing is that I actually could.
So If I'm not online anymore
***** I'm drinking tea with the Queen.
20 Sept 2019: I don't know
This will be changed whenever I feel like it.
I'm not even hurt.
I'm not confused.
I'm happy, because of a person who is not you.
Thankful for my bestfriend LMAOO.
That *****, I love her
My words make sense in my head.
But not on paper
I'm crying because of some serie AND I NEED TO STOP ****
If I'm only something that's in your way.
I still feel the anger of the fight I had 7 months ago.
I laugh at it now, even though I probably shouldn't.
lol anybody wanna chat?
I wish that I could reach out to your heart and hold it.
But your heart is an earthquake.
Just like mine.
I feel lost and I can't use Google maps for mental health.
All these emotions,
all these perfect feelings to put on a paper.
But still nothing seems right.
I hate this more than myself lmaooo
All the words that I wanted to say,
a re gone
I need to take a deep breath and calm down.
But I can't.
The look in your eyes are drowning me.
I can only think of one thing.
And that is pressing my lips against yours.
I'm such a **** hiihi
Me: hahaah you should dye your eyebrows blue.[jokingly]
My gf: sure[serious]
Two days later..
gets picture of blue eyebrows