I spout nonsensical filler words in every sentence I speak. I say things, to say something, without Adding any meaning behind it. Because my most exposed, Raw thoughts, Would make this group go silent. I'm not accepted, Unless I wear this filter. It filters out all insightful and Substantial conversation. And replaces it with a slop of words, That make me Feel sick.
do you even know me? think again. just because you heard some **** about me doesn't mean it's true but thank you for telling me what you heard now that's my definition of you your revenge is not the healthy kind if i were you, i'd stay the **** away from those manipulative minds i know i have my own issues, some i won't admit to but hearing all that like garbage being dumped like the ocean being polluted like the ozone filled with substances to dilute it
just breaks my heart. please stop.
i swear to god PLEASE STOP GOSSIPPING ABOUT OTHERS. IF YOU HAVE NO F*CKING IDEA ABOUT SOMEONE'S LIFE, STAY THE F*CK OUT OF IT
Here you were thinking Woww life is really great When you have people that love you When you have people that cherish you When you have people that adore you But what if, just what if thats all just in your mind What if you made up this fantasy in your head About everything you've ever wanted And everything you've ever craved for And told yourself that it exists What if you play scenarios that happen in one way and interpret it in three ways Multiplying the actual meaning of the scenarios What if you give credit to a person for being themselves but themselves is a liar What if no matter if that liar is a liar you're happy with it As the fantasy in your head is unwilling to let go of the part that liar plays But what if there's more than one liar What if they're all liars What if they've only told you what they wanted you to hear because you have high expectations of them And they know this and you know this So technically it's not their fault for being on the pedestals you've placed them on It's not their fault that you're unwilling to accept the garbage of this world It's not their fault that you keep fantasizing about a happy life with any and everyone that can adore you What if, just what if you can actually find that someday? What if you never find that You're tired of actively searching for people to give you what you can give them You're tired of being this woman that expects And expects And expects Should you or could you maintain this fantasy without completely And utterly falling apart From shame, from pain from torment Or should you just let it all go and just.. Just ....