So much memories we have that it's nearly impossible to forget You left but didn't tell my heart to move on yet A picture of a life where you and I were present I shot Now a big hole in it I spot Time passed by and I couldn't wait any longer I knew if I saw you one more time I'd get stronger I went searching for you relying on the wind and its directions but I ended up in the ocean without your protection I looked at the sky and remembered you look at the same one too I looked at my hand and remembered the space between my fingers were meant for you As I was drowning, running out of breath and falling apart I realized that I don't have to search for you as you are present in my heart.
I really don't know how, why I find myself so into you. Or maybe I'm wandering in thought and lost into you. You bide in me. Picture you on every thought screen. Can't wait, longing and craving your face to see. Our love is like the flowers and the honey bee. being your's knows no pain. You're all I earn. My sweetest vibes is you in all the women I ever met. ON fire. #C9_fm
i miss my sanity i thought to myself as i walked past your picture still on my wall I miss reality each of my taste buds, missing the sweet taste of your voice, the faint light of our room and it shining on your lips.
I want to paint you there, so I never lose you again even the sun wil set my pain everywhere. I want to paint you, but I am not a good painter who will make you a good picture in a frame or in the wall I always hang it out. I will make you come to see in the colour I love it should be.
Indonesia, 2nd April 2021 Arif Aditya Abyan Nugroho