We are not dating And how I wish we were but since we work together it is a big no-no. But how he held me last night was the way I had dreamed of. How he wrapped his huge arms around me and cuddled me in. And how he said that I was perfect how I am. Small and he likes small girls. How he held my hand. He just slow grabbed it and held it and I loved it. We are not dating and how I wish we were. Cause he is actually a guy I can see a future with.
before i could even tell her, that her voice was loud enough, and the way she colored me never matched anyone’s.
the missed years and wasted sunsets now sit across the table, mocking me into submission.
there was a lot i could’ve done for her. it now rests upon my shoulder, they form like alien letters and weigh like blood.
the legends are real, listen - i know now. there is nothing heavier than bearing who you were everyday.
this is the year to be free. please please, if you’re still hurting - i hurt with you, and so know that i guess it’s okay to get better. we will get better. happy new year, poets. may our love never die.
Am so angry Because I know I know am hurting him And seeing him like that Breaks me even more But I can't I have nothing else to do I tried Everything But nothing works He just wants more And he deserves more But I think am not the one for him I don't feel the same way I can't give him more And the more I try to be there He just hopes more And I can't And now am angry Cause I can't do anything Except act like I don't care He needs to think Am the bad guy Because I am I wish it was the other way around So I wouldn't hurt him But this isn't how it works I know how he feels Cause I feel the same way For someone else But it isn't the same I know what's more important Friendship over anything else That's how it works