you say you want me back and you're sorry for pushing me away you were scared of getting hurt and you felt an overwhelming amount of emotion while you were with me you didn't know how to handle it
but as the days go by you miss me more and more you wish you never let me go because you can't find the spark anywhere else and because you know i was such a rare find so you hate yourself for running away
the only way i can describe the way you made me feel was pure ecstasy. now you make me ache like an old would on a cold day, temporarily forgotten, never gone. why can't i rid you? everything feels like a dream, and i can't wake up.
screams and nags violence consumes her home but that's the only form of love she's ever known
insults after insults words that can shatter the heart but that's the only form of love she's ever known
marks left on her skin cries for help, wishing it could just get better but that's the only form of love she's ever known
"i love you" doesn't mean anything anymore it's always been just a lie to her affection and kindness are all just a mind game, right?
he walks in her life with good intentions intentions of only to love her but he becomes afraid once he realizes the darkness she, as a person, entails
she can't help but become hostile she scares him away, even though she knows her heart longs for him the most self sabotage is what she does best
he leaves in order to take care of himself he knows he wouldn't be happy with someone as unstable but she understands, because that's the only form of love she's ever known
it's okay my love, i'm glad you left because i wouldn't want you to end up like me. it hurts that you couldn't fight for me but we both know a relationship just wouldn't work out between us. in another lifetime we would be together, i wish you nothing but the best