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5.3k · Jul 2019
Hitting different
Butterfly Jul 2019
Cutting of toxic people is better than cutting myself
Fakeeeee friends
4.7k · Jun 2019
Dangerous
Butterfly Jun 2019
Everybody has a  angel and an demon on there shoulder.
Sometimes the angel wants to **** the demon.
And sometimes the demon wants to **** the angel
2.1k · Sep 2019
A single heart
Butterfly Sep 2019
I wish that I could reach out to your heart and hold it.
But your heart is an earthquake.
Just like mine.
I feel lost and I can't use Google maps for mental health.
1.9k · Jan 2020
Goodmorning beautiful
Butterfly Jan 2020
The sun shining through the curtains
A line of sunlight on your face
Then I woke up
Ahah I said sike
1.6k · Aug 2019
Floating
Butterfly Aug 2019
The feeling of the saltwater getting through my hair, is amazing to.

The balance you make while standing on your board, like you're finally completed.
Like my heart is on the right place.
1.5k · May 2019
Mosquito
Butterfly May 2019
You are like an mosquito.
In the night, you keep me awake.
Sorry for bad grammar:)
1.4k · May 2022
Old friends
Butterfly May 2022
Hidden behind nature,
hands form a wall against the fire.
Hey, guess who's back after almost two years! Im back with more trauma and ready to write about it<3
This poem is about a old friend who i always smoked with behind the bushes after art class
1.4k · Jan 2019
"Nothing"
Butterfly Jan 2019
If you look into my eyes
It's like
I can't explain
I can't explain what you do to me
The time stands still
My heart stands still
I can hardly breathe
My head turns red
You ask me what is wrong
The only thing that i can say is
"Nothing"
Feelings are hard to explain for me
Maybe this helps you understand  how i feel
1.3k · Feb 2019
Trash tbh
Butterfly Feb 2019
To much informatie that my brain is trying to controle
I can do it
But not without you
Not without your arms holding me
Not without you whispering in my ear
"All these things will go away as soon you relax and think about the things that you are overthinking of"
It makes no sense
Well this is some crap
I mean i don't know why i am going to share  this
1.2k · May 2019
Expectation
Butterfly May 2019
Didn't expect that life without you was going be so hard.
Yes I am lonely.
And I did not expect that lonelyness could be so hurtful.
Idk if I made a mistake with the grammar haha
1.2k · Jan 2019
Trying to find a way
Butterfly Jan 2019
I made you cry,
Way to many times
But you keep saying that you're fine
And babe....
Am really trying to love you more and hurt you less.
Why won't i find a way?
I made you cry for a reason i don't get
But i can't get it of my chest.
So i still don't get why you love me?
Am just a bad dream,
That won't let you sleep.
It's messing with my head
Why won't i find a way to love you more and hurt less.
1.1k · Nov 2019
Bookworm
Butterfly Nov 2019
I ended all chapters.
But when will the book finish?
Part 2 of stereotypes!
If you want to check out part 1, it's called artistic kid and you can find it on my page!
1.1k · Nov 2019
Artistic kid
Butterfly Nov 2019
The only art I'm good at, is the art of being lonely.
I painted something at 3am in the morning and I don't want questions, only compliments.
1.0k · Feb 2019
Suicide
Butterfly Feb 2019
Hello
Am here
Ur not
Still crying
Yeah
962 · Apr 2020
Unknown
Butterfly Apr 2020
While rain pours down on the rooftop,

I finally feel calm
and
it's terrifying
The unknown can be terrifying
Stay safe and don't forget to eat a cookie, you derseve it!
938 · May 2019
#1For my Fruithapje
Butterfly May 2019
Grab my waist and pull me slowly  body.
While we are dancing to music that's forgotten and will only exist in our memories.
Hay babe
This is kinda for you idk
Love you so much fruithapje
Gonna be a series
907 · Aug 2019
Needing
Butterfly Aug 2019
All I get is pain when your not home.

Baby come back
LOVEEE ME YOU WHOOOOREEEE
876 · Aug 2019
if i'm not there tomorrow.
Butterfly Aug 2019
If i don't make it through the night, don't hurt yourself. There are alot of people that can replace me.
Can i just not be in pain fore more than 8 hours.
827 · Aug 2019
Just a little bit
Butterfly Aug 2019
Baby, just come a little bit closer.
I want to know your touch again.
I forgot:)
OWHHH BABYY BABYY BABBYYYY OWHHH
just for u some justin bieber
787 · Jun 2019
KitKat
Butterfly Jun 2019
Two bags of little KitKat's.
Yeah,
You eat a lot when you feel depressed.
I will get diabetes.
778 · Sep 2019
Just press delete
745 · Apr 2019
Hi
Butterfly Apr 2019
Hi
It's me
Her girlfriend
732 · Nov 2019
The goth
Butterfly Nov 2019
I stare at the mirror one again.
They only seem to notice the empty face and the black clothes.
Part 3 of Stereotypes! If you want to check out the other parts, they're all on my page!
I really like making this serie, not gonna lie. And alot of people seem to like it too, it's making me really enthusiastic.
718 · May 2019
What do you want?
Butterfly May 2019
Explain or leave
Explain my pain
You won't come back any way
700 · Jul 2019
My love
Butterfly Jul 2019
Your laugh
Your jokes
Your hair
Your touch
Your eyes
Your my love
Love me human
684 · Jan 2019
Believe
Butterfly Jan 2019
"You are perfect just the way you are"
"Nobody is perfect"
Which one do i need to believe?
I kinda struggle with what i need to believe
675 · Dec 2019
It's all broke
Butterfly Dec 2019
One moment I'm broken and then I'm fine.
It's all all mess in my ****** up mind.
I wish I could respond to you but as soon I try, something rips inside of me
675 · Jul 2020
No filter
Butterfly Jul 2020
You blush without the red face.
Cleaning out my drafts
666 · Sep 2019
Old emotions
Butterfly Sep 2019
I still feel the anger of the fight I had 7 months ago.
I laugh at it now, even though I probably shouldn't.
lol anybody wanna chat?
660 · Jul 2020
No reason to stay, they say
Butterfly Jul 2020
After that night I've never felt comfortable again.
Could've stayed because you had no reason to leave.

You were to selfish to give me a part of your happiness
Dyed my hair black, cut bangs and now I look like Edna from the Incredibles. No regrete
645 · Jan 2019
Looking
Butterfly Jan 2019
Pretty
Nice
Popular

Am not looking for a "perfect" person
Am looking for you
Yeah kinda *****
Anyone advice on how i can make it beter?
635 · Jul 2019
#1 Thoughts
Butterfly Jul 2019
"When we marry I want a huge cake like that."

My heart skipped a beat.
I wanted to kiss her so badly.
I love you
620 · Jul 2019
I want help
Butterfly Jul 2019
I tried
Please I tried
But I am tired

I want somebody to talk to.
I want to many things.
Only thinking about myself.
It isn't true.
I think about you all the time.
This is a ******* mess
Nice
608 · Jul 2020
Darkgrey air
Butterfly Jul 2020
The sound of the raindrops coming down from the sky calms down my mind
I've been fighting alot with my parents, lucky the rain calmed my anger a bit.
577 · Nov 2019
Pushing to hard
Butterfly Nov 2019
I'm tired but let's do another day to see if things change.
I said I was coming back but sike, you felt for it.
567 · Aug 2019
Rubber band
Butterfly Aug 2019
My mental health is like a rubber band.
If you pull it too far, it will get tight.
Until you pull it to hard.
definitely not one of my best
554 · Sep 2019
Gone
Butterfly Sep 2019
All the words that I wanted to say,
a re gone
I need to take a deep breath and calm down.
But I can't.
The look in your eyes are drowning me.
I can only think of one thing.
And that is pressing my lips against yours.
I'm such a **** hiihi
Butterfly Jun 2019
Don't go to the bathroom.
Don't grab the scissors.
You'll be a disappointment.
You said to yourself that you're done with depression.
Like I can control it.
What was I thinking.
Blood dripping
Tears falling
Looking at the sun going down just like my happiness.
Nothing to say
540 · Feb 2020
Back to life
Butterfly Feb 2020
What if I came back.
What kind of impact would that have on you.
I thought about it many times.
I don't want to distract you from your happiness.
537 · Jan 2019
Times
Butterfly Jan 2019
There were times that i was your "babe"
Times that i was your "world"
Times that i was your "everything"
What am i now?
529 · Jul 2019
Tired
Butterfly Jul 2019
A promise is a wish that won't come true
I'm in pain
519 · Nov 2020
Style
Butterfly Nov 2020
The way they fit on my body.
They look wrong, weird, strange.
They don't fit, they dont belong with me.
Im struggling alot with my body image and my style and on top of that the judgement of others don't really help.
I wish somebody just came to my house and made me some outfits ****. Feel like im being dramatic but it really bothers me that I constantly feel like **** in my clothes.
517 · Aug 2019
Drunk because of your love
Butterfly Aug 2019
Your body
Your red cheeks
Your voice
You make me drunk
The only thing is, you're actually good for my heart.
Lately I have been writing love poems and I like it much more so yeah
514 · Jul 2020
Mornings
Butterfly Jul 2020
Curtains closed, old cups on my desk
Brightness fills my room
"Goodmorning baby"
A smile on my face, and motivation for the day comes my way
What the **** is this
Well what do you expect when you don't write for 3 months.
511 · Sep 2019
Come back
Butterfly Sep 2019
I had some beautiful words in my mind but the disappear like your love has left my life.
I GOT AN A FOR MY HISTORY TEST AND I'M SO PROUDDDD
501 · Sep 2019
Wrong words, right feelings
Butterfly Sep 2019
All these emotions,
all these perfect feelings to put on a paper.
But still nothing seems right.
I hate this more than myself lmaooo
500 · Jul 2019
Silence
Butterfly Jul 2019
Sitting in my father's car.
No one as said a word.
All you do is look the other way.
And I am just looking at you.
No feelings
No words
So much cheese
491 · Feb 2020
Across the room
Butterfly Feb 2020
Your smile makes my mind go wild.
I got into a relationship AND SHE IS SO ******* PRETTY *** SOMEBODY HELP ME
489 · Sep 2019
I'll leave
Butterfly Sep 2019
If I'm only something that's in your way.
I'll leave
484 · Jul 2019
Stop me, now you still can
Butterfly Jul 2019
Standing on the edge of the cliff.
Losing my balance.
Not falling slowly,
But quick.
Falling
Hit the ground.
Blood dripping on the ground.
While you could have offered me a hand.
Text me
I'm lonely
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