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516 · Sep 2019
I'll leave
Butterfly Sep 2019
If I'm only something that's in your way.
I'll leave
508 · Jul 2020
Daydreaming
Butterfly Jul 2020
Sometimes it's nice to be lost in your own thoughts.
But I've been lost for to long.
I bought a cow bag. It's legit a cow plushie as a bag. HE NEEDS A NAME, SUGGEST SOME NAMES IN THE COMMENTS??
499 · May 2019
#2 For my Fruithapje
Butterfly May 2019
I can ask for the truth.
The only thing is,
I will never believe you.
Another one
I am so scared I want to **** my self, because of what happend today.
498 · May 2019
#3 For my Fruithapje
Butterfly May 2019
In my life there were a lot  of people who talks about my weight.
Like "You are to skinny!"
"I can literally see your ribs!"
Even people in my family.
Negative not in a lovely way with support.
My friends did the same thing.
But I found a person that loves just the way I am, classic right?
This beautiful person is about to text me, because she is actually worried.
Well this came out really wrong and I don't know how to fix it ,so yeah
494 · Jul 2020
Another dream
Butterfly Jul 2020
I was laying down, lost in my thoughts.
"Hey.." appeared on my screen
I woke up sadly
wished relationships with friends could last longer.
487 · Sep 2019
The feeling of your touch.
Butterfly Sep 2019
A feeling
That will never be the same.
I want your hands on my hips and your lips on mine.
But it will never happen.
484 · Feb 2019
Loving but dying
Butterfly Feb 2019
I'm crying when you're laughing,
So i don't know if i am cry of hapiness or sadness
My head is confusing
Turning into one another
But not the one I love
Thinking of your touch
And those beautiful eyes
It's been a while
my love is pure
Maybe to pure
Maybe to pure for now
I understand
Because too much perfect love
Can ****
Maybe I'm overthinking
Leave a comment below with some tips?
477 · Aug 2019
Seriously?
Butterfly Aug 2019
Me: hahaah you should dye your eyebrows blue.[jokingly]
My gf: sure[serious]
Two days later..
gets picture of blue eyebrows
SCREAMINGGG
476 · Oct 2019
Owh it hurts
Butterfly Oct 2019
I walked these streets in October and it hit different then it did in November.
Maybe it's because I've changed
You were my good days.
Let's hope that I get over you in December.
You really took a toll on me but
you were right, it wasn't meant to be.
I think I'm back with making poems!?!?
466 · Aug 2019
Old friend
Butterfly Aug 2019
Months ago we stayed up until 3 am talking.

Now I can't even say hey to you without having a mental breakdown .
It isn't your fault
461 · Aug 2019
Hey
435 · Aug 2019
Teardrop
Butterfly Aug 2019
Slowly everything is getting darker.
You barely see the teardrops falling on ground.
You don't see the lights any more.
It's all gone.
I really should get some sleep
430 · Sep 2019
Stuck in a circle
Butterfly Sep 2019
You can't control feelings.
Feelings control you.
I thought about this while I was eating a whole cake by myself and I have no regrets.
423 · Aug 2019
Lightning
Butterfly Aug 2019
I was standing in purple light and you said that you remembered that the first thing you thought was: "**** she's ugly."
I burst down
Of laughter
Than after we walked out of the light.
And you said that I was the most beautiful thing you've ever seen.
I'm sorry, this is such a bad "poem"
It's about someone that I love so maybe that will make it up?
423 · Jan 2019
A perfect lie
Butterfly Jan 2019
Your eyes
Deep like the ocean

Your lips
Soft like a teddybear

Your hair
Smells like roses

But a heart
From ice
Trust people how they are
Not on how they look
409 · Apr 2019
Help lol
Butterfly Apr 2019
Give me some love without having to ly
Yeah
400 · Jul 2019
It's coming back
Butterfly Jul 2019
Slowly
Unexpected
When you thought it was over
I am afraid to say it
But my social anxiety is coming back.
I lost a really good friend because of it.
And I am so scared that i will lose someone again.
So i am fighting really hard to get over it.
But i need someone to help me.
I know I need help but the last time I asked I lost somebody who I loved.
So yeah
If anybody wants to talk, I like to listen.
395 · Nov 2019
slow motion
Butterfly Nov 2019
Everything is going slow.
The only thing that gots my attention
is ...
Idk what to fill in
Maybe leave a comment if you have an idea!
385 · Dec 2019
Another dumb teenage love
Butterfly Dec 2019
From one conversation to your lips on mine.
So called you mine.
Biggest mistake of my lifeee
385 · Dec 2019
Why that picture?!
Butterfly Dec 2019
You said that you still have the picture of me.
And the only thing I wonder
That picture is the most ugliest thing that exists
That thing should be burned
I wanna laugh until I can't breathe with you
But I know I'll cry until I can't breathe
Why the **** is the poem here and not above
380 · Sep 2019
Don't worry
Butterfly Sep 2019
I'm not even hurt.
I'm not confused.
I'm happy, because of a person who is not you.
Thankful for my bestfriend LMAOO.
That *****, I love her
378 · Feb 2020
A little hope
Butterfly Feb 2020
In life you're the main character.
The main character doesn't die.
Unless you're a anime called banana fish.
That's show hits different ****.
Anyway, I don't like this poem at all, bc it sounds like an pinterest quote but I gotta come up with something.-.
370 · Jun 2019
Highlight of my life
Butterfly Jun 2019
Crying and having a mental breakdown while watching the sun go under was the highlight of my life.
I'm okay I swear
366 · Oct 2019
But it keeps hurting
Butterfly Oct 2019
It doesn't stop
Yes, I'm done
But still I keep coming for your smile
I haven't been posting alot lately, sorry. My mind is a mess and every word that pops up in my head seems wrong.
357 · Sep 2019
Take my feelings
Butterfly Sep 2019
I know it is me.
It is my fault.
I loved you so hard, for so long.
But I've known.
There is another one.
Another person,
Who is making you feel better.
More than I could.
If I was home right now
Then the only thing that was home,
Was my body.
My life doesn't have a purpose anymore.
How did I get so fuckt up.
****
I wanna talk
But I know
That I won't control myself.
So that's why I stare at te white wall infront of me.
No emotions
Just me
But who is me?
That's a question that no one can answer.
I feel like running away to England.
The best thing is that I actually could.
So If I'm not online anymore
***** I'm drinking tea with the Queen.
349 · Sep 2019
Write
Butterfly Sep 2019
My words make sense in my head.
But not on paper
I'm crying because of some serie AND I NEED TO STOP ****
343 · Aug 2019
It's you
Butterfly Aug 2019
I want you're love.
I don't care how you give it to me.
I want it.
All of it.
Now
I'm so egotistical, my love.
341 · Aug 2019
sweet home
Butterfly Aug 2019
I can't hold on any longer.
The words of the people i love cut deeper in my hart then my knife does. I tell myself every night that i can do this.
But all i tell meself are lies to keep me going. I see the truth in the lies that i tell.
And if you keep lying to yourself, you loose all the trust that wasn't even there.
This is a mess but that` bc i don`t have my grammer check on this laptop.
340 · Jan 2019
Another
Butterfly Jan 2019
Another day

Another mask of lies

Another person that leaves me to die
339 · Jul 2019
Eye of the tiger
Butterfly Jul 2019
I must survive, just to keep them alive.
I adore this song.
333 · Jun 2019
#4 For my Fruithapje
Butterfly Jun 2019
~am I just a dumb make-out girl?~


Am I the one who hears about your feelings or am I the one who you pull against the closet to kiss?


Am I the one who knows when somethings wrong and gets a explanation or am I the one who is dancing with you on romantic music and gives you hugs?

Can I be both?
Will you let me both
330 · Jul 2020
Not mine
Butterfly Jul 2020
These emotions don't belong to me.
323 · Jan 2020
On repeat
Butterfly Jan 2020
It just keeps happening

I can hit the pause button as hard as I want
But it just keeps on repeating
I should be a sleep
315 · Aug 2020
I want to trust
Butterfly Aug 2020
Eventhough I'm a bit young, I just want to feel loved for once.
315 · Jan 2019
Confused
Butterfly Jan 2019
Why are you keeping secrets from me?
Wasn't i the person you could trust?
What is going so wrong that you don't wanna tell me?
I am so confused
314 · Jul 2019
Hey
Butterfly Jul 2019
Hey
It's a weird question
But does somebody wants chat with me and just talk about life.
I really like to listen , so if you need somebody random to talk to, I am in.
This probably sounds really creepy sorry!
So here's some information about me!
Hi I a female and I am from the Netherlands.
Still in high school and hating it even though I should be grateful. Currently I am fighting depression and social anxiety.
I think it's really think hard to talk about, so I prefer to listen but if talking about my problems is more comfortable for you I ofcourse will. People say that they really like my advice so that's why I want to be a therapist.  I like to draw, read books and make poems. Looking for a new series to watch on Netflix so open for that to lol.
I hope that you will chat with me and if you don't want to talk but only listen that's totally cool! I won't judge you for who you are and I want to make a safe place for everybody were the can talk about how the feel and which struggles they are going through. Sorry if my grammar isn't that good, English isn't my first language!
312 · Jul 2019
#5 Thoughts
296 · Jul 2019
Summer
Butterfly Jul 2019
Summer holidays
Sun shining
Ice cream dripping
Skin gets darker and scars are showing.
You can literally see all my old scars so I'm using concealer, lol
291 · Aug 2019
If i can be grateful.
Butterfly Aug 2019
I can't live without:
My partner
My bestfriend
It's a short list but it saves me everytime.
290 · Nov 2019
Very sporty
Butterfly Nov 2019
People call it "******* up your mental health by doing to many things at one."

No it's called stretching your mind and running a marathon 24/7.
288 · Aug 2019
Well shit
Butterfly Aug 2019
There I go again.
I was just doing fine.
Everything was fine.
But then it hit me.
I'm not fine.
Save me thank you
282 · Apr 2019
I cheered to early
280 · Dec 2019
I ran away
Butterfly Dec 2019
Every new connection
Brings pain and no happiness
I dislike this poem, idk why I  am posting it
277 · Apr 2019
Awake
Butterfly Apr 2019
You don't really care,
So why are you still haunting me in my dreams?
You will never give up until I give you what you want.
But what do you want?
Tell me the truth otherwise I won't be there a anymore
I know you are trying
266 · Aug 2019
The hope is gone.
Butterfly Aug 2019
Standing on the edge of the bridge.
Breathe, just for the last time.
And jump for the last time.
I'm so not okay. I can't stop crying, lol
264 · Jul 2019
Back at again
Butterfly Jul 2019
I don't feel anything.
I believe what you say of me.
Her I am, feeling again.
Why do you say those things to me?
260 · Jan 2020
Pillow full of tears
Butterfly Jan 2020
Push your face into your pillow,
while tears come down your face.
Stop making heavy breahting noices,
your parents will hear you
I'm giving you a look into my life
I'm not okay anymore
254 · Jul 2019
I did it
Butterfly Jul 2019
I didn't do it
I did do it
249 · Jan 2020
Spacing out
Butterfly Jan 2020
Vibing
Just living
Not really doing anything
Just vibing
241 · Mar 2020
Circle of the mind
Butterfly Mar 2020
Let me escape.
Even if it's just for a few seconds.
I need to be away,
Just for a few seconds.
Give me what I need,
Just for a few seconds.
Break my mindset,
Even
If
It's
Just
For
A
Few
Seconds
I posted???? For the first time??? In weeks???
Okay but wash your hands and stay inside, just do it please
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