She said "I'm falling in love."

I said "I'm falling apart."

Well I'm like a weird book,

With pages unnumberd
And stories not told.
With a cover that's bended and not carefully folded.

Just a little poet
Who's always afraid to
Show it.

But then I met you.

If I were a garbage man, then I had had a reason to pick you up again.

I always want to say sorry,
Even when it's not my fault.
Because that's how it used to be,
That I'm getting blamed for everything.
So I'm sorry for being here at all.

I still try to do everything right.
I have to prove I can,
I just have to show that it wasn't always my fault.
I have to prove them wrong, even if I'll never see them again.
I just have to prove them wrong by proving my right.
I just can't fail, like the failure they think I am.

Life got me high,
Life got me low.
But when I dream, I fly.

And wheter I'm flying high or low,
I'll still be flying.
Because in my dreams,
I am in control.

So I never tend to miss a night, and so a dream.

Cause I don't want to lose control.

I'm not standing next to you,
Because I'm busy back-stabbing you.

*******.

Whenever I hate people, and they're being disrespectful
I say to myself: "One day, they'll work for me."
And it makes me feel better.

If this world was a ship,
I don't want to be the captain.

I want to be the pirate.

Rather be a sinner
Than
A saint.
While the sinner
Always wins

Somehow!

Sorry haven't been on here for a while. Got no inspiration and tbh I'm not a poet just a lost soul looking for who he is. I'm almost 20 and still not the same.

Ps. Thanks for all the positivity, I got surprised with it today:)

There's place for so much beauty when you cut off the rotten roots.

Your weakness feeds my strength.

Paint it, black.

Now I get the song.

I... I find pleasure in knowledge.

But I admire your ignorance too.

Even your
Brain needs
Cleaning once in a
While,
Because the bad memories will
Always shine,
While the best are left in
Dust.
But sometimes
My vacuum cleaner
Breaks down.

If I stayed,
Would it be the same
As when I ran?
If I gave up,
Where would I be?
If I love,
Will it last?

I feel numb,
Everytime I doubt myself.

But what's the use of all these
Questions?
I don't know the answer.
But
what if?!

I was still thinking about my past,

While she was already talking about the future.

My heart beats to you in morse.

.. / .-.. --- ...- . / -.-- --- ..-

I find myself caught between a rock and a hard place
So oh please, I'm in need of grace.

Just got an A+ for my English essay

Is love the fuel of our hearts?
Because maybe we should switch fuel.
Because our hearts are polluted.

Recipe for a good night:

-Half a cup of sweetness
-Half a cup of imagination
-Teaspoon of love
-Just a pinch of vindication
-Tablespoon of memories

Mix well for a good
Reality evasion.

I wish I could tear myself apart just to get rid of the scars they left me.

Took a little trip down the garden of Eden

And it had the best fruit I've ever tasted.

Your words are like the tail of a scorpion,
Your deeds like the fangs of a snake,
Your touch like the sting of a bullet ant,
Your presence like being surrounded by hellfire.

You're satan's little helper.

High tides,
Low moon,
Light and water collide.

A simple word was all what needed. The rest followed up like a chain reaction.

Thou are one witch I shall not see in the darkest places of our existence.
I will let thee drown in water, drown in thy sorrow and burn thy children. As there should be no continuance in thy existence. Thou are evil and filled with hatred.

Before I went to bed I drank a glas of lemonade
To make my bad dreams go away
Sadly it didn't seem to work as my dreams turned into a very unpleasant charade.

Enjoy your dreams, reality is cruel enough.

There was a man with Corona,
And he walked through Barcelona.
When he coughed and sneezed
people stared displeased
At that pitiful man with Corona.

I wish my life was a gift,
because then I would not open it
And give it to someone that actually will be happy with it.

But sadly it's not,
And do I have to live with this thought.

Such a clear sky tonight,
There were so many stars, yet one shined the brightest.

And I wondered who was it up there trying to talk and brighten my night?